come away to the water
Now I'm back in major job searching mode...and there's less than nothing out there! What the crap? Before every bank and/or store was hiring, now I can't find anything. What's with this? Just when I need even another part-time job, I've got nothing.
I know I'm hampered by not having a car, but I'm not the only person in town that doesn't. There have to be jobs downtown or on my side of town, but there's nothing posted. Seriously. What is with this fucking economy? I know it's the crap town, but my lease isn't up until April and I'd rather not break it if I didn't have to(even though I'm sick of it and the town I live in).
It's just so frustrating not knowing whether I'll even get hours at my current job. It's making me stressed and panicky (hey, great way to lose weight!). Nobody seems to have any answers for me. Am I really so unemployable? Do I smell? Am I too ugly for work? Am I secretly brain dead or diseased or something? I can learn, I can observe, I can follow directions. I just feel so lost and damned. There HAS to be something out there! Really?! Please?
PLease?
I know I'm hampered by not having a car, but I'm not the only person in town that doesn't. There have to be jobs downtown or on my side of town, but there's nothing posted. Seriously. What is with this fucking economy? I know it's the crap town, but my lease isn't up until April and I'd rather not break it if I didn't have to(even though I'm sick of it and the town I live in).
It's just so frustrating not knowing whether I'll even get hours at my current job. It's making me stressed and panicky (hey, great way to lose weight!). Nobody seems to have any answers for me. Am I really so unemployable? Do I smell? Am I too ugly for work? Am I secretly brain dead or diseased or something? I can learn, I can observe, I can follow directions. I just feel so lost and damned. There HAS to be something out there! Really?! Please?
PLease?