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Aug 25, 2004 05:47

I stayed up all night scouring the books. It would have helped maybe if I knew what I was looking for but that would have been easy. Instead I just jotted down notes here and there. I got up and took the notes back to Wes' office and laid them on the desk, not that anyone would bother to look at them. I thought about it and added a bit more.

The First will seek a host, one that was at a time on the side of light.
All those who have doubts will listen and do the binding in time.
The First can not touch, although his agents can. The agents are generally human.
The First rules the Underworld, where the demons live. It's goal is to take over the world and all of those that reside in it, either by corruption or death. The pawns that could fight and prove useful in it's defeat are tempted with death.

Not that anyone would care but I dreamt about that battle, told Kennedy about it. I heard another new dream, if anyone would care. Oh and the First has talked to me a few times.

Ema Kate

I was going to get a drink from the kitchen but when I opened the door I saw Anya in there celebrating with that Gunn guy. I'm just not ready to hear about how she won his heart and she was right. I closed the door quickly, pretty sure they didn't see me. I went to the lobby to see if anyone was around and Alex was there being hugged by his friends. Guess everyone is happy that he's got his love life back on track. Yay goody for him. Just not ready to go over and pat him on the back. I don't think they saw me as I edged out of there.

I walked to the elevators and stood there unsure where to go. My room would be a great place if I wasn't terrified of it. Thinking about it I don't have anywhere that I can really go. I backed away from the elevator to the wall facing it and slid down, sitting on the floor. I want to go home. Get in my car and run. Except I can't. My car is dead and I doubt I will be alive much longer myself. I'm so tired. Is there a point to any of this? Looks like the First will win, haven't seen a way to beat it. I don't think anyone has a clue. We're stuck in this place just waiting to die.

I drew my knees up, holding them and started to cry silently.
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