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Jun 10, 2004 22:38

ready to move on from Soquel

having fun runnning on trails like a wild Tarzan man in my running shorts/loin cloth

not eating too healthy need to get back on track

AFTER GRADUATION GO BY MY HOUSE WHENEVER YOU CAN, MY PARENTS AND FAMILY WANT TO MEET MY FRIENDS WHO I SPEAK SO WELL OF

My grandpa said something really cool to me in Latin about celebrating youth, I think I'm going to copy that quote down

It doesnt feel like Im really moving on from anything, stuff like this always happens, this is just another benchmark, dont get me wrong, Im really honored about all this meeting high school requirement stuff, some people didnt get this far, but to me, really nothing is ever good enough

I'm really ready to leave but I want to be classy about it, I was listening to some kids talking behind me at graduation practice saying the stupidest things about how since they signed up for the front row, and they have to practice, they were getting screwed over yet again, ITS THEIR FAULT THEY WASTED THEIR TIME AT SOQUEL, I KNEW THOSE KIDS, I KNEW PEOPLE WHO TRIED TO HELP THEM. I have no pity for idiots who blame their problems on other people, especially calling administrators obscene names when they are graduating. Matt Jacobs talked to me about how college was different and he was trying to be polite and not sound snotty when he was saying "well at college there are no... you know" I finished his sentence "ignorant degenerates?" "Ya" I guess I have that to look forward to, but now I have a bunch of competitive intellectuals with zero social skills or sense of humor. I'm going to miss my friends, hardcore dancing in parking lots, Joe's subdued yet smooth two step, Nick bane's self assured swagger in the circle pit HE BRINGS THE MOSH! Pat's spider like moves clearing the pit long and slow as if he were reaching out into darkness and stepping in the pitch that made that darkness so black. These are people who didnt waste their lives, they explored, they changed, they daringly decided to live their lives as a series of experiments to explore their own tremendous humanity. I'll love flipping through the slide show in my mind when I close my eyes and think of you guys in college. When I open my eyes, it will probably still be raining.
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