my first lj blog...
well well well... after a long hiatus of blogging (on xanga & facebook)... i am back... back to my ranting that is...
i don't know many ppl on lj, i actually only have 1 friend, who is probably the only one reading this, if she even reads this at all lol =P
basically, ranting here would b better bcuz sometimes u just dont want some ppl 2 know what you're thinking but u really wanna let it out... i'm a bitch so trust me u dont wanna know what goes on in my head... the only friend who's reading this, will not have to worry about me talking about her cuz there realloy isnt anything bad to say & i'm here to bitch so dats wut i'll b doin... lol
i'm sick again... food poisoning to be exact... 2nd time this summer... its fkin awful... but at least i feel better now... good thing they both didnt last longer than a cupla days... otherwise i'd b crawld up in a ball nxt to the toilet rite now... what a beautiful thought...
new job, new stress, new rude & dumb customers... life is good...
hopefully i'll push myself to do some stuff for our business or else it'll be another summer lost without much improvement... so many ideas but so little time & energy... sigh...
am i interested?... kinda... but theres so much to think about... i guess i worry too much... i hate that about me... y cant i just fkin live my life without worrying so much?? i guess i just can't, thats just the way i am...
i ponder way too much on everything... thinking too much destroys my quality of life...
be spontaneous erica, live your life, enjoy it, be happy... pain is inevitable, suffering is optional...
i don't know many ppl on lj, i actually only have 1 friend, who is probably the only one reading this, if she even reads this at all lol =P
basically, ranting here would b better bcuz sometimes u just dont want some ppl 2 know what you're thinking but u really wanna let it out... i'm a bitch so trust me u dont wanna know what goes on in my head... the only friend who's reading this, will not have to worry about me talking about her cuz there realloy isnt anything bad to say & i'm here to bitch so dats wut i'll b doin... lol
i'm sick again... food poisoning to be exact... 2nd time this summer... its fkin awful... but at least i feel better now... good thing they both didnt last longer than a cupla days... otherwise i'd b crawld up in a ball nxt to the toilet rite now... what a beautiful thought...
new job, new stress, new rude & dumb customers... life is good...
hopefully i'll push myself to do some stuff for our business or else it'll be another summer lost without much improvement... so many ideas but so little time & energy... sigh...
am i interested?... kinda... but theres so much to think about... i guess i worry too much... i hate that about me... y cant i just fkin live my life without worrying so much?? i guess i just can't, thats just the way i am...
i ponder way too much on everything... thinking too much destroys my quality of life...
be spontaneous erica, live your life, enjoy it, be happy... pain is inevitable, suffering is optional...