I'll take you down to the river, but you're going in...
So pretty much I haven't updated in a while and I'm in a writing mood.
Wow. Senior year. We've come so far. I can remember the first day of freshman year.....ok that's a lie. I'll stop babbling.
I'm alright right now. My mood changes very rapidly. One second I'm loving life, the next second I want to escape from it. Then again, I am a teenage female. In case you didn't know.
Oh by the way, how do you like my NEW USER PICTURE? It says "mack it" in case you can't read that. Props to Abbey's digital camera.
So AP Lit is kicking my ass, but I still look forward to it. Mr. Fleenor inspires me to "find myself" and I am being totally serious.
Maggie. Taylor. Rocks.
And Steph and I have gotten back to how we were, and I'm so thankful for that. I missed her. I love her.
Christina + Matt = happiness all around. And their anniversary is on my birthday.
Still going through French Woods withdrawal, however Richard Miron is keeping me sane. No one understands our relationship, but that's because they haven't experienced FWF. So that's ok, can't blame them. But for the record, (coughcoughkathryncoughcough) I am not hitting on a freshman. We're really good friends. And scene.
Oh yes, and in case you didn't know, I got cast as Lady Bracknell in The Importance of Being Earnest! I really like Mrs. Harper, she's different than any director I've ever had. And, I got in to the Miss Raider/Raider Miss talent acts! I'm singing "I Love Rock and Roll" (solo) and "When You Believe" (duet with mags) and I'm so very excited about it.
DON'T FORGET! Drama club tomorrow after school in the theatre! If you haven't yet, bring your $20.00 dues!
So it's funny how practically every other day Robert Ray and I get together to do our calculus together, and usually little gets accomplished. We had a pillow fight last night. Good times.
Brett Tatman fell through a ceiling. Of course he doesn't remember why or how, but he remembers falling. Who does that? Amazing.
I'm sick of having to defend myself to my friends about certain issues. Like gay rights/marriage. Seriously people, don't be so insensitive and arrogant.
So today I decided to alphabetize my Buddy List sections. Can you spell O-C-D? Not knowing you could press a button and it would automatically be alphabetized, I did this manually. Thank you Tess Hall for telling me how to save a ton of time by pressing a button, and making me feel very very stupid.
I totally have senioritis. Sometimes I just don't feel like doing stuff, whether it be homework, putting on any makeup whatsoever, or even dressing nice. But you know what? It's all good.
I keep fighting with my mom, and it always turns out to be coming from misunderstandings or assumptions. ahhhhhh.
I. Don't. Understand. Calculus.
Oh and also for the record, yes when I laugh my entire body shakes twists and seems to giggle itself. I realize this. I cannot control it.
I caught up on Real World tonight, and this is my prediction: The next Real World will have a lesbian.
You know what I wish? I wish that people would stop creating drama and thriving on it. Just live life people!
This is a long entry. If you read it all, give yourself a pat on the back.
I picked my senior quote! It is:
There’s only now
There’s only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way
No day but today…
-“Rent”
Tomorrow night, Yom Kippur begins. Before-the-fast-feast at the Mactas house!
I think I'm done for one entry. Goodbye darlings.