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[emac821]

so i was going to do the survey, but i'm too stressed to do anything.  i'm not going to throw a pity party but let me say this - i'm sick of everyone and everything.  and oh yes i'm a lucky girl and i have a good life but guess what!  i have feelings too.  you know what's funny?  i don't even know who to trust.  and i feel so unappreciated, and try

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think back to middle school

[anonymous]

remember 6th grade, we thought we were the shit, in a coven, ice skating on fridays, or roller skating? we had plans to become brian reincheld's bitches, having movie nights with twizzlers, starbursts and popcorn with The Craft and Candy Man. we thought we were so old, and our lives were tough, when it was actually the easiest time of our lives. as we grow up people get more complicated, life gets more complicated, we get more complicated. as our minds develop and our thoughts get more complex so do our problems. life sucks. people start talking bad about their friends, and you can't trust anyone. i had that same problem, and still do. i don't have a best friend anymore cause the one i had turned out to be a back stabber and completely superficial. she always tried to be above me and other people, try use us to keep her afloat, and in the process we would drown. she always had on a nice face, and i never realized what she had been doing until it was too late, i was sucked in. i honestly don't know why i'm writing this. i'm still friends with her, i just never trust what she says or does. i think the moral of the story, and life in general is that people SUCK bigtime. and you will always be unhappy...unhappiness is always the underlying theme, you just have to find a distraction from it. Go see Eternal Sunshine, that movie is incredible. seriously. if you ever need to talk or watch a crappy movie or even study for history (not that you'd need to, the class is a joke) i'm here for you.

---you know who

Re: think back to middle school

[emac821]

thanks. i'm pretty sure i know who this is...if you know what GBAC means...