haunting love is all that I see when I look in your eyes
I had a dream about Nick last night. I miss him so much. I haven't talked to him since forever ago... like, 7 months or something. I'm gonna try to give him a call later today. I hope he's still at that number. It's been over a year and a half since the last time I saw him (last time I was in TX), and I still think about him daily. He was part of the reason I came up here. I couldn't stay there and watch him get hurt over and over. So I came up here. Where I miss him, and don't get to talk to him very often.. But he knows I still love him, even if I don't tell him everyday like I used to.
Anyway. Did I mention that work sucked ass on Sunday? It did. It was supposed to be a quiet slow day. Except two of our stations went down, and engineer on call wasn't answering his home/cell/pager. I tried all of them. I've had about enough with him. That's not the first time that's happened. Six hours there, and he never called me back.
Went out to Chipotle with Dan and Freaky yesterday for lunch. We had an interesting conversation involving body hair and licking food off of people's faces. Lol.
Hung out with Freaky most of yesterday. We went around and did errands. Played some bones. Kept ourselves occupied all day. She had a fucked up day, so I helped keep her mind off of it. I hope she's doing ok today.
Anyway, I'm gonna go now... maybe I'll give Nick a call to see how he's doing and if I can quit kicking myself for leaving.
Anyway. Did I mention that work sucked ass on Sunday? It did. It was supposed to be a quiet slow day. Except two of our stations went down, and engineer on call wasn't answering his home/cell/pager. I tried all of them. I've had about enough with him. That's not the first time that's happened. Six hours there, and he never called me back.
Went out to Chipotle with Dan and Freaky yesterday for lunch. We had an interesting conversation involving body hair and licking food off of people's faces. Lol.
Hung out with Freaky most of yesterday. We went around and did errands. Played some bones. Kept ourselves occupied all day. She had a fucked up day, so I helped keep her mind off of it. I hope she's doing ok today.
Anyway, I'm gonna go now... maybe I'll give Nick a call to see how he's doing and if I can quit kicking myself for leaving.