Happy December!
since my last post i've turned 19 :]
one more teenage year to go...i have mixed feelings about that. on the one hand, i want to catch up to everyone else in my grade...im always a year behind, and lets face it - what teenager isnt waiting eagerly to turn 21? but on the other hand, when most of my friends are turning 50 ill be 49.
so Thanksgiving break was filled with family, since my birthday was wednesday, thanksgiving was thursday, and my cousins birthday was saturday. i saw rob on thanksgiving, but according to everyone in my family aside from my immediate family/his mother/my uncle we were still "cousins". so after thanksgiving was over, i decided i didnt want to keep it in the dark anymore...saturday i told my cousin Christina, which ive been wanting to do for a while. (i found out earlier in the week my mom already told my aunt, who told another cousin...etc.) so its pretty much out in the open. i have to admit, i finally feel like i can relax about the whole thing. dating your uncle's girlfriend's son isnt THAT wierd...right? :P
so things have been awesome between us, especially since then. not like things werent amazing before...i just got rid of a big cloud over my head :]
also, im pretty sure im gonna stop seeing my therapist. i end up leaving more frustrated than when i walk into her office half the time...and its really not worth paying for anymore.
this week, i feel like i have a thousand things due. i dont know how im gonna survive the week, especially since ive been coughing up a lung since about thursdayish. im afraid im going to work myself sicker this week, so that by finals my immune system will be nice and destroyed...
yes, this is the third time in about a month and a half that ive been sick.
one more teenage year to go...i have mixed feelings about that. on the one hand, i want to catch up to everyone else in my grade...im always a year behind, and lets face it - what teenager isnt waiting eagerly to turn 21? but on the other hand, when most of my friends are turning 50 ill be 49.
so Thanksgiving break was filled with family, since my birthday was wednesday, thanksgiving was thursday, and my cousins birthday was saturday. i saw rob on thanksgiving, but according to everyone in my family aside from my immediate family/his mother/my uncle we were still "cousins". so after thanksgiving was over, i decided i didnt want to keep it in the dark anymore...saturday i told my cousin Christina, which ive been wanting to do for a while. (i found out earlier in the week my mom already told my aunt, who told another cousin...etc.) so its pretty much out in the open. i have to admit, i finally feel like i can relax about the whole thing. dating your uncle's girlfriend's son isnt THAT wierd...right? :P
so things have been awesome between us, especially since then. not like things werent amazing before...i just got rid of a big cloud over my head :]
also, im pretty sure im gonna stop seeing my therapist. i end up leaving more frustrated than when i walk into her office half the time...and its really not worth paying for anymore.
this week, i feel like i have a thousand things due. i dont know how im gonna survive the week, especially since ive been coughing up a lung since about thursdayish. im afraid im going to work myself sicker this week, so that by finals my immune system will be nice and destroyed...
yes, this is the third time in about a month and a half that ive been sick.