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[em0tionisdead]

i'm never going to be the short and petit girl.
i'm never going to be the girl with the cute little nose.
i'm never going to go out and play sports,
or go out dancing with the girls.
i'm never going to be free of anxiety,
i'm not going to be the cute one,
the funny one,
the one with specific talents.
i'm just that ugly girl in the corner who's afraid, once again, to express how she feels.
i can be the the friend.
the annoyance.
the nothing.
i'm never going to be the girl you want.
i'm never going to be the girl i want to be.

i'm just going to be nothing.