im so tired..

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i havent done anything in the past 2 days. i could have but i just dont feel like it. the other day me and alana went to the mall. it was fun <3. we tried on pretty dresses. for a wedding. haha yeah right. speaking of weddings my cousin is getting married =O). her ring is huge and pretty. i like it a lot. today im going out to find a job. i was like "well ill get a job. i cant work fridays and saturdays" so i dont know what job will give me those days off. i like work. i like working with cute boys. i dont know where i will get another job like that. my mom said i can come work with her. but im too afraid all the boys there like me. my mom tries to tell them im ugly and fat. but then one day they saw me and lets just say now everyone at her job knows what i look like. they are all in "gangs". not something i want to be involed with. but once i get a job then alana is going to come work with me. i love her and it will be fun working with her.
im thinking that maybe i should start turning off my cell phone when im trying to go to sleep. last night around 3 am i got a phone call that was like "can you get a ride to point pleasant?" i was like "um its 3 am.". of course i had a ride by one of the many guys that i love but i just had to get some sleep and i wasnt ready to go to see people since i was a mess.

well now its off to shower and get ready. i dont know where im going to look for a job. but im definantly never working in food places ever again.