..i've been sleeping with the lights on so if i wake in the night your picture is clearly in sight..
soo this week has been an eventful week lol..ive been hanging out with Jeff and Anthony and god knows who else! lol..Tory and some other people..aww I hung out with Cynthia today too..it made me happy..anyways..so ive been hanging out with this guy Anthony..and i met him at a party like a month ago but i was really drunk!! but yeah he knows my good friend Jeff..so we've been hanging out and i found out he likes me ! yay for Nicole..its cool cuz i like him too..hehe soo we were like hanging out..and hugging and stuff..and i was laying on the sidewalk looking up at the stars and shit cuz i saw 2 or 3 shooting stars..soo he came over and laid next to me and was just like holding me it was the cutest thing ever! lol..anyways..and we had like..our first kiss lol..=D indeed im corny..but it was all perfect and shit..anyways so last night or well actually..now 2 nights ago..we hung over and i "molested" him lol..left him 2 hickies on his neck lol..i didnt mean to..it just happened..it was cool tho lol..i went to take a shower..and i noticed an unknown hickie in an unknown area lol..when i took off my shirt i was like OH SHIT! lol..it was quite the scene.=D yeaa..so..we were laying there all innocent and cute and doing nothing ::cough cough:: lol..and he rolled over and was just like looking into my eyes and shit..i dunno it was odd no other guy has just looked into my eyes like that..and i was like..hey can i ask u sumthing..hes like mhmm and he gets an attentive look on his face and i was like..what are we? hes like..what do u mean "what r we?" im like..well..christopher asked me today if we were just seeing eachother..or fucking around...and he looks at me and hes like..what do u want us to be? im like..well what do YOU want? hes like..i told u i wanted u as my girlfriend..i was like..so im ur girlfriend? hes like do u wanna be? im like yes..yes i do! lol..it was awesome..dude..u know what that means..NICOLE HAS A FREAKING BOYFRIEND! score! lol ive been soo fucking happy lately its kinda sick lol..soo in between having a boyfriend..my dads fucking gone for 10 whollee days! lol.it owns! lol..listening to coheed like..100 times today lol i have that song stuck in my head.."bye bye beautiful.." lol..fuckin coheed..lol..i havent talked to chris 2night..or much last night?=( i dunno whats happening..i hope we're not drifting apart or anything cuz that'd suck..hes like one of my BeSt friends..i'd cry if we werent friends anymore..i know ive been out but i dont want him to think i dont care about em ya kno? yea..ohh jeff likes cynthia!! its fuckin cute lol..=D but yea..im freakin tired as hell...i need me sum sleep! lol..its like..4 in the morning and i just got home like...a lil while ago..actually its 4:20 right now..it took me awhile to think about a subject and what i was going to write..u know me! ohh and jennnn!! i miss u girl! i havent talked to u in forever..and i honestly dont know who else reads my live journal but if ur some random person leave me a comment!! hehe..well..yeah! lol i should get goin..cindys passed out..and im gonna be soon too! much luv.
Nicole
Nicole