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holy hell its been forever since I've written in here. I haven't felt like writing anything because thoughts seem to be so unclear and confusing nowadays, i can't really explain to anyone how i feel and whats going on inside of my head, and i just want everyone to disappear..is that bad? Or maybe i want to disappear..fuck
anyways..i dont know...
I wanna go out...
I'm single now and I feel like..a part of me hates it, and at the same time a part of me is loving it..i dont know...
i miss sean, i really do, i miss everything but i dont wanna be tied down right now i wanna be able to go out and do my own shit ya kno? and i dont know he got all immature about shit i dont know.
blah..
Why is it that...when everything is going so well and great, that your mind decides it'd be a good idea to fucking play games with your emotions? I dont know.
Hmph.
Chris asked me to update and i sat here for awhile and was like what the hell am i going to say? everything going on right now is stupid, depressing. retarded.
i am moving though, thank effin gosh, and i'm getting my license in a couple of weeeeks. wooty woot. so thats all good in the hood and exciting. i guess thats a plus.
ive been working 8 hours a day for the last effin week...blah.
why can't getting money be easy? haha...
well anyways.
i love chris.
hes the best friend in the world.
and i'm off.
latahz
anyways..i dont know...
I wanna go out...
I'm single now and I feel like..a part of me hates it, and at the same time a part of me is loving it..i dont know...
i miss sean, i really do, i miss everything but i dont wanna be tied down right now i wanna be able to go out and do my own shit ya kno? and i dont know he got all immature about shit i dont know.
blah..
Why is it that...when everything is going so well and great, that your mind decides it'd be a good idea to fucking play games with your emotions? I dont know.
Hmph.
Chris asked me to update and i sat here for awhile and was like what the hell am i going to say? everything going on right now is stupid, depressing. retarded.
i am moving though, thank effin gosh, and i'm getting my license in a couple of weeeeks. wooty woot. so thats all good in the hood and exciting. i guess thats a plus.
ive been working 8 hours a day for the last effin week...blah.
why can't getting money be easy? haha...
well anyways.
i love chris.
hes the best friend in the world.
and i'm off.
latahz