...i never meant to do those things to you...
Im leaving in 2 days.
I left 50 dollars in a pair of pants that are packed away -sigh-
Everything is slowly patching itself together
As everything else slowly comes crashing down.
What if my plane crashes?
ugh..
Its not going to, but that thought runs through my head every second of the day..
all these what ifs.
ugh it sucks so much....
I just want everyone to know how much they all mean to me...
my friends are my life.
hm..Anthony if you read this, go watch that Hoobastank video. "The Reason" I dedicate that song to you.
My head hurts SO much.
Ive been thinking
and thinking
like crazy.
I need to cheer up
this is disgusting
i just wanna be happy.
and i will be...i have to be...
im leaving for 3 fucking weeks..
what if i come back...
and everythings different...
everyones changed?
man...this is horrible.
im gonna go lay down.
more packing to do tomorrow.
then school on wednesday
then im leaving on thursday.
Everyone have an EXCELLENT xmas and new years!!
dont have too much fun without me.
i'll update this and my myspace. when/if i can
Good wishes to everyone.
love you all.
I left 50 dollars in a pair of pants that are packed away -sigh-
Everything is slowly patching itself together
As everything else slowly comes crashing down.
What if my plane crashes?
ugh..
Its not going to, but that thought runs through my head every second of the day..
all these what ifs.
ugh it sucks so much....
I just want everyone to know how much they all mean to me...
my friends are my life.
hm..Anthony if you read this, go watch that Hoobastank video. "The Reason" I dedicate that song to you.
My head hurts SO much.
Ive been thinking
and thinking
like crazy.
I need to cheer up
this is disgusting
i just wanna be happy.
and i will be...i have to be...
im leaving for 3 fucking weeks..
what if i come back...
and everythings different...
everyones changed?
man...this is horrible.
im gonna go lay down.
more packing to do tomorrow.
then school on wednesday
then im leaving on thursday.
Everyone have an EXCELLENT xmas and new years!!
dont have too much fun without me.
i'll update this and my myspace. when/if i can
Good wishes to everyone.
love you all.