Another Wasted Night...
Hmm I dunnno whats going on with me anymore...
Matt broke up with me again...
and I dont know whats going on with him and I anymore, I mean I wanna continue to talk to him and see where things might lead us but..Who knows?
Im leaving for South America in 9 days. Im kinda lookin forward to it now, I need to get away from here for awhile, i dont know..maybe i'll get lost there, and be stuck there forever, I can learn to speak Spanish, its not that hard. Anywhere is better than here.
I feel alone..and helpless.
and like im losing people I care about and Im not doing a thing to stop it.
and I know...and it sucks...but..i dont feel like I can do anything right anymore.
Wow i need to snap out of this, its getting ridiculious.
Ugh I just..dont feel like myself anymore.
My enteries are rambles of me being depressed, and complaining...
I hate it.
:Sigh:
What else CAN i do? nothing...
exactly.
Someone mend my broken heart..SOON...please...
Saosin/A Thorn For Every Heart on Thursday
Nevea Tears/Calico System/The Silence/Adair on Friday
Hmmm...:sigh:
Someone help me.
Matt broke up with me again...
and I dont know whats going on with him and I anymore, I mean I wanna continue to talk to him and see where things might lead us but..Who knows?
Im leaving for South America in 9 days. Im kinda lookin forward to it now, I need to get away from here for awhile, i dont know..maybe i'll get lost there, and be stuck there forever, I can learn to speak Spanish, its not that hard. Anywhere is better than here.
I feel alone..and helpless.
and like im losing people I care about and Im not doing a thing to stop it.
and I know...and it sucks...but..i dont feel like I can do anything right anymore.
Wow i need to snap out of this, its getting ridiculious.
Ugh I just..dont feel like myself anymore.
My enteries are rambles of me being depressed, and complaining...
I hate it.
:Sigh:
What else CAN i do? nothing...
exactly.
Someone mend my broken heart..SOON...please...
Saosin/A Thorn For Every Heart on Thursday
Nevea Tears/Calico System/The Silence/Adair on Friday
Hmmm...:sigh:
Someone help me.