why me?

Oct 29, 2004 00:34

i just dont understand
i just want all this pain to go away
all this hurt.
all this heart ache
the tears flooding my eyes
im drowning
i wish i could go back
and not love you like i do...
i wish it was alot easier then said.
i wish you would just go away
but the memories of us...
the memories of you
just wont fade
no matter how hard i try
i come back to thinking
about how much i wanna be with YOU.
but i dont matter
and i understand
whyd u do this to me?
what did i do?
i was just a girl infront of a boy asking him to love me
and instead...
i got my heart shattered to a million peices.
peices so smalll
they just fall to the bottom and dissolve
i dont understand it
i dont know why...
now all i can do is sit here and cry..

ugh i dont know why this is going on...i hate it..love hurts...and once again Im heart broken..but everything is just going so wrong..im sorry to anyone ive been bitchy to..theres so much more to it then u think...i just..dont know how much more of this i can handle...
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