..im never gonna let another guy try to stick his fingers in my asscrack..

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lol dont mind the subject..haha..anyways..welllll.. I went to bed at like..3am..and woke up at 10..to the sound of Chris haha..my phone rang at like 10:02amm..and hes like GET YOUR LAZY ASS OUT OF BED RIGHT NOW..OR ELSE IM GONNA GO OVER THERE AND STAB YOU IN THE EYE WITH MY COCK..isnt that just something lovely to wake up to? haha..soo i get up..and cynthia showers..then i shower..and blake came at exactly..11:45AM..lol..and we went to chris' house..and we left!! haha..Riverside was like 2 hours away..and i felt like shit this morning..soo we drivee and drive..and we get there 3 hours early!! wow..soo we went to mcdonalds..and sat there..and slept for some time..and then we went to the record store for Senses Fail's signing/preformance thingy..and walked around the store cuz we were hella early..and we saw them pull up and cynthia had to crap so we ran our asses to mcdonalds so she could shit..and we went back and walked around..and got our places but then they kicked everyone out and made everyone go outside and form a line..luckily we werent in the back of the line..we were like..4 people back..lol it was awesome.. soo we saw them preform..omg we were like dead in front..like i could of sexually molested dave..haha he was like..riight there..haha and Buddy kept jumping on the amp infront of us..it was awesome..he sweat all over us..haha..i felt dumb cuz i didnt know most of the words..but oh well haha..and then they kicked everyone out again...and we were like 1st in line for the signing..i got a poster and my booklet signed!! and i got a poster for my babe! <3..and then we went to mcdonalds again..and had to change my tampon thingy..and i used an OB one..and it sucked..cuz it doesnt have an applicator and u have to insert it yourself..and it sucked really bad..i didnt know how to use it at first..and we were sitting in the bathroom and i was like cynthiaa how do u put it in ?? and there an old lady in the bathroom too and i didnt know..it sucked..it was the most uncomfortable tampon ive ever used in my entire life..no more OB for me..

anywho..we went to Chris' afterwards and we just sat around and watched the SF dvd..nice stuff haha..it was cool...n then i got all weird..and started thinking about everything. like..tomorrow is gonna suck hardcore ass..cuz okay Anthony MIGHT come up..and like i have to leave at like 2pm..cuz i have to go to my grandparents house cuz my great aunt and uncle are leaving soon..ehck..whatever..and i really want my great aunt and uncle to meet cynthia..cuz i mean she is my BEST friend..but my grandmas a bitch..and ugh..it makes me SOO mad. cuz i mean...shes like a BIG part of my life and i want them to know that..but no..i cant cuz we're going to my grandmas and she'll be a fucking bitch. :sigh:

this weekend is offically going to suck...unless i do end up seeing Anthony..which will make me happy..=) but i dont know..i have a feeling i wont. and Sunday i might get my hair shit done..they dont know..my parents have been being really dumb lately..oh well

kk im outtiez! much luv!