...will i trust you will i trust you to carry me through?...
hey there..well the fair was interesting..like when we got there i ran into a bunch of band people which is always a good time..everyone spent like 10 mins telling me how much they missed me and how the band is doing which is always good to hear...annd we were walking aroundd..and i saw this guy Matt..ok heres the story with Matt...sooo last year in October...he went to homecoming with one of my friends Tara..okay sooo the whole "plan" was to make my ex boyfriend jealous..but it was just an excuse to hang out with him..soooo we kinda hooked up..like we made out at homecoming..(yes indeed it was a slutty thing to do..i couldnt help it..although i did feel like totall shit cuz my friend tara liked him..=( but..shit happens) anyways..sooo after homecoming me and him talked on the phone ALL the time haha..i really liked him..and he really liked me..n he came over to my house one day with his friend josh and me and him made out again n then me and him continued talking...and then when christian went to Highland...he told me that Matt was turning into another him..that he was trying to be exactly like him, spitting game and everything..i was like fuuckk that shit..i do not wanna deal with another version of my ex...so..i stopped calling him..and picking up his calls...ok so thats the story! haha..well when I saw him at the fair..he just fucking walkkss past me like im no one..and i was like wtf?? n then like an hour later..i get this WEIRD ass phone call from this guy Kyle..hes like your friend cynthia is sooo hott..hook me up blah blah..im like well come over and meet her..i cant just HOOK U UP..haha..n i was like by the way where the fuck did u get my number from? and hes like...Matt..im like omg really? haha..soo they all come over to meet cynthia..and i looked at Matt and i was like hi?? hes like hey... and i was like soo your friends with christian? hes like NO i fucking hate that bitch and blah blah the only reason i didnt beat his ass was because that thing in his chest and went on haha..i was like omg r u kidding me? hes like..yeaa..soo why did you stop calling me? and i explained to him what had went on and he was like wow thats bull shit cuz i hate that guy...hes like..you always did go for assholes..im like..u always told me that..hes like and i was always right..n i nodded...and i was sooo dating anyone? hes like nope! im like n why not? he shrugged..and i said..what..r u not good enough for anyone? haha..hes like...i WAS good enough for someone..but she stopped calling me...i was like..::pauses:: and i apologized..hes hot..and then his friend realized he wasnt gonna get any from cynthia so he got mad and was like whatever man im out..n he started to walk away..and matt hugged me for a long time..and was like..call me? im like kk..the phone works both ways hes like..i know..n he walked off..and kept looking back..it was REALLY WEIRD. haha...
my weekend is going pretty gay..i was on the phone with stevo until like 5am talking about like everything like usual..he was drunk so..u know how it goes..it was nice..havent talked to em on the phone ina while..
some lady around the corner is having a party and its SOOO loud..theres a metal band playing omg and they suuck sooo bad..luckily we have all the windows shut..but i can still hear it..it kinda sucks...my parents invited Bill and Ohmero and Lupe and Ohmeros mom to dinner with us..my dads making steak..::gag:: im not eating tonnight..joy! well nothing much is really going on..tomorrow im pretty much just sleeping all day but if something interesting goes on ill be sure to write in here..lol..well i must go! haha..much luv!
x0x0,
Nicole
my weekend is going pretty gay..i was on the phone with stevo until like 5am talking about like everything like usual..he was drunk so..u know how it goes..it was nice..havent talked to em on the phone ina while..
some lady around the corner is having a party and its SOOO loud..theres a metal band playing omg and they suuck sooo bad..luckily we have all the windows shut..but i can still hear it..it kinda sucks...my parents invited Bill and Ohmero and Lupe and Ohmeros mom to dinner with us..my dads making steak..::gag:: im not eating tonnight..joy! well nothing much is really going on..tomorrow im pretty much just sleeping all day but if something interesting goes on ill be sure to write in here..lol..well i must go! haha..much luv!
x0x0,
Nicole