Aug 18, 2004 03:52
well not much went on today...i got up around 12 and went to see if my dad had eaten and he had so i went back to sleep until around..3:30pm..i woke up and walked around for a little bit..n went online and updated some shit on my myspace website...n then I talked to Cynthia for a good hour about everything that was going on..everything that was on my mind she knows about..she talked me thru all of it and just kinda explained it all to me..well anyways after that my mom came home and we went to Save On to get my pics developed from Sunday/Monday..when i was hanging out with Break the Sky..The pics came out hella awesome..so after that i went to Cynthias for a little while..and we danced around and watched Summerland and then Nip Tuck came on..n I get a phone call from my little bro and hes crying like..histerically omg..I was soo worried..I walked into the bathroom and hes like..omgg nicoleee..im all alone and mom and dad went to the hospital..i was like omfg what happened?! * who knew what the fuck was going thru my head at this time..i mean someone could of died..or been hurt..* anyways..so hes like Blackey just died..*My cat that ive had since i was born* and he told me what happened..and i started crying..and Hes like please nicole come home..soo I get on the phone with Jeff and Im like Jeff I HATE asking you for shit but..I really need a ride home and i explained the situation and he was like dont trip and he was all extra cool about it..it was awesome..hes suchh a good friend..soo i came home and my bro answered the door like bawling his lil kid eyes out..omg..i felt soo shitty..i started crying and we hugged for like 10 mins and i told him everythng was gonna be okay..i mean..the poor cat was already suffering..wobbling around and shit..but its still sad..i mean he was OLD..but ive had that cat forever..i used to have conversations with that cat..anyways..n my parents came home..n they were really upset..and i was supposed to go back to Cynthias but everyone was just soo upset i couldnt just leave..i mean I was upset too..RIP. ah..anyways..soo everything settled down and i got really bored..so i made a pretty collage out of the pics that I took from hanging out with Break the Sky...when I figure out how to put pics on here i'll def post them..i just have to wait for Jen to eventually get online and i can ask her cuz i really have no idea how to do it!
yep yep...well i dont know what else to say..alot of shit has been going on lately..blaah i feel so..icky..i need to start school again soon..all this time off to think is bugging me..i know im not even going to a regular school but still..it'll be me doing work which is what i SHOULD be doing...ahh..soo i decorated my room..haha..i put up a shitload of pics and fliers haha i had fun..anyways..well nothing much else is going on..Ima go talk to Mario..haha hes the only one i know thats online this early in the AM haha..=) hes a sweetie! well ..much love! x0x0