Feb 19, 2006 14:16
Tomorrow I go and see SUNY New Paltz and maybe Marist. I'd rather not leave at 7:30 in the morning to sit through traffic for a 3 hour drive. Ugh. I hope I'm home early enough to go out. Idk how long I can deal with Marianne and Mere together.
I talked to both Carly and Briana about the situation and they were both like "I knew it". I love how predictable I can be. I wish I weren't. Besides seeing him and Beezer are like the reasons I'd like to go back to school, right now, right this second. But I take that back.
Certain people are supposed to call me this week. Zachary and I are going to have our date. Some boy is supposed to call me, but I don't count on it, because I know he won't pull through. I know I'm being cynical about it, but I'm tired of being let down. I cannot wait to see Jenn, oh my goodness I miss her and just can't wait. I can't wait to meet her roommate. Because I'm not the only Elise Delia in her life anymore. Which is crazy.
I need to figure out what I'm doing this summer. I need to find a job. I need to figure out whether I'm going to LMC with Jenn. I need to sort it out. I think once lacrosse season starts, I'll be all set with the year going by faster and faster.
I love the Morning Of. They put me in an incredible mood. listen to them.