sweetness...and nervousness over a date

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so yeah. I've been realy lazy w/ this live journal, but since the school blocked Myspace (do 2 bandwith issues... my ass!) i think i'll be updating this more regularly. for get all the bad crap that's happpened... the deaths, the people who got sick, etc. here's an update on some ofthe good things. Lana had her baby. It's beautiful. Sam Espanosia got herself a bambino on the way. Patty is madly in love w/ her current b/f. Robyn hates me, which sucks... i wish i could do something to set things right btwn us. I realy love and miss robyn, she's a great little sister. I went to Warped tour, walking cast and all. I got to crowed surf to "i love rock & roll" by joan jet, which was amazing. total blast. Then college started. it blows, as expected. but that's cool. Sept. and Oct. were mostly uneventful, but this past week has been amazing. I woke up to the fact that this girl, Caroline, had a huge crush on me. And she'a awesome. Very pritty, sweet, smart... God, she's amazing. I got sooo lucky. or as my buddie smi says, "i didn't get lucky, i got what i diserved." or something like that.

anyhow, this is getting kind of long, so L8er everyone. I've got a class to go to and then court... boo! effin' speeding tickets. OH! and a date! hehehe
<3 u caroline. which i'm kinda nervous and scared about. Havn't realy been able to eat lately. lol. but that's ok. L8s