Jun 04, 2005 14:02
he's getting worse
the brain tumor is slowly eating him away.
he can't think anymore & he Hallucinates
cancer took grandma van, grandpa van, uncle larry, mrs honarth, and plenty of others. i won't let it take my pop pops. it can't. it just can't
i'm such a mess right now.
tears are pouring down my face and my nose is running.
i wish i had a shoulder to cry on, but i have no one. i'm home alone & i have to stay strong for my brothers and my mom.
i love you pop pops, please. please. please stay with us.
god, i know i've neglected you... but i always knew you were there, you saved me from death even at remarkable odds. please, please save my pop pops. he's never done anything to hurt anyone. he's the most kindhearted man alive & he goes to church ever single day. my nani would be lost without him. please. please. i've never asked you for anything before. please.