Feb 17, 2005 14:20
Winter sports was horrible even though I got three strikes in bowling.
I felt like everyone was pointing at me and laughing.
It all started at lunch when two guys I barely even know started staring at me with huge smiles on their faces. They wouldn't stop.
Then when we were dimissed from the lunch room they ran up behind me and followed me back to class.
Then back in class, they gave me a huge...a BIG hug. I was scared.
Then the John kid patted me on the back and said, "Sorry, we just had to do that."
His girlfriend looked like she was going to kill him but I have a feeling it was all just a big joke.
I felt so bad after that and the whole day went downhill.
My bowling team (Nick, Cameron, Scott, Kaitlin and me) was being really mean. Except Katlyn that is.
Nick and Cameron were calling me fat and stuff and Scott was making fun of the way I bowl, Scott was actually nice enough to say sorry but the others didn't.
Everything was horrible.
I wish I wasn't fat...
I asked my mom if I was and she said "Of course your not fat, Kristy." but I don't believe she's telling the truth.
I can't wait to chop off meh hair on Saturday.
Mom doesn't want me to but I'm going to anyways. I can't wait.
I have to get my blood drawn tomorrow right after school so I'm going to be gittery all day because of my fear for needles.
I hate needles with a passion, I've been stuck with too many needles already in my life. With all of the operations I've had and the times I've gotten stuck in the hospital because my blood pressure was high.
I hate it, bad experiences.
Blahhhh...
I'm updating at school because my computer doesn't work. I think dad's getting it fixed today. I hope so.
Mario reminds me of my sister's ex-boyfriend except Dan wasn't black...
Dont ask where that came from, lol.
Mmmmkay, I must go. I could write for another hour but Ms. Toomey is geting angry.
Tootles.
♥