The rose is finally dead...
I sent Mike a really mean email earlier today and he replied to it. I cried when I read it because...well just see for yourself:
I know the Mike you met and loved, is somewhere inside of me. I just really wish I can find him again. I know I hurt you. That has got to be the dumbest thing I have ever done. ('cept go streaking in the school gym with my friends but thats not important.) I seriously regret what I have done, but once its out theres no taking it back. Eh, Michelle and Melissa only liked me because I had money. You aren't like that, and that's what I love so much about you. I still remember how we met, and I will never forget it. Anyway, listen to me Kristy, I love you so fucking much. Find someone and fall in love with him....or her. All those dreams I had about us are nothing anymore. I love you. Goodbye,Kristy.
I'll never forget you,
Mike
I needed to talk to him but Erica said he was sleeping.
I had her wake him up anyways.
We talked for 15 minutes.
He wouldn't stop making himself sound like dirt, I hated it.
He told me he loved me, but we couldn't get back together because he couldn't hurt me again.
He said that I meant the world to him but we had to just be friends.
He doesn't want to hurt me anymore...
But he's hurting me anyways because he only want to be friends.
I know it's dumb to say you love someone who's hurt you like a zillion times but I do.
And if he wanted to get back together I would in a heart beat.
I know, I know...
At least we're friends now...at least.
I hope someday he'll send me his rose again.
I know the Mike you met and loved, is somewhere inside of me. I just really wish I can find him again. I know I hurt you. That has got to be the dumbest thing I have ever done. ('cept go streaking in the school gym with my friends but thats not important.) I seriously regret what I have done, but once its out theres no taking it back. Eh, Michelle and Melissa only liked me because I had money. You aren't like that, and that's what I love so much about you. I still remember how we met, and I will never forget it. Anyway, listen to me Kristy, I love you so fucking much. Find someone and fall in love with him....or her. All those dreams I had about us are nothing anymore. I love you. Goodbye,Kristy.
I'll never forget you,
Mike
I needed to talk to him but Erica said he was sleeping.
I had her wake him up anyways.
We talked for 15 minutes.
He wouldn't stop making himself sound like dirt, I hated it.
He told me he loved me, but we couldn't get back together because he couldn't hurt me again.
He said that I meant the world to him but we had to just be friends.
He doesn't want to hurt me anymore...
But he's hurting me anyways because he only want to be friends.
I know it's dumb to say you love someone who's hurt you like a zillion times but I do.
And if he wanted to get back together I would in a heart beat.
I know, I know...
At least we're friends now...at least.
I hope someday he'll send me his rose again.