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Dec 05, 2006 01:29

Lately. Things have been so sporadic lately. I wish I could explain these things over this, but most of them are inexplicable. Every time, and when I say every time I mean it. I just mess everything up. Ever notice that my entries go from one extreme to the next?

Some times life will give you lemons. But sometimes youre really not in the mood to drink lemonade.

I shouldnt even bother complaining about anything because everything that happens is my fault when it comes down to it. Always. Whatever. I can never make up my mind. I can never keep anything close to me. I always fuck everything up in the long run.

"Love has features which pierce all hearts, he wears a bandage which conceals the faults of those beloved. He has wings, he comes quickly and flies away the same."

Its almost Christmas. I kinda like this Holiday the best. And no, not becuase of the presents or whatever. Well, kinda. But mostly becuase I like spending time with my family. And I like shopping for other people. I wish I had a boyfriend for the Holidays, and not just Ron who is my "Christmas Boyfriend". I always say this and mean it, but I want so much for someone to be there that I actually care for and know I can care for them as much as they care for me. Maybe I just didnt find the right person yet. Yet.

I cant beleive Im graduating in less than a year. Everything is blowing my mind. Hell yeah, I wanna graduate. But I dont think Im ready for it. Not at all.

Oh, Life.

The highlite of my week/weekend has been sitting in bathtubs with people. Going out to get some fresh air. And Saturday.

Someone buy me Decameron by Giovanni Boccaccio for Christmas. <33
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