uh, none!
I'm going crazy. I need to get out. I feel so awful but I need to get out of her. All I want to do is cry, and be a baby.
I talked to steve for like twenty minutes tonight, not enough..but what was really nice is that when we were about to hang up and we had said our i love you's and we had both said bye..we both just sat there waiting for the other one to hang up. And it was nice. It was really, really nice. That's the kind of stuff that makes me feel better. He makes me feel so much better. It just sucks that I don't know when I'll see him. Maybe tuesday? I don't know. I can't go to school monday because I have to go for another blood test, but I might be able to start half days next week. It's just that I'm so tired, and not sleep tired..my body's tired, and walking upstairs wears me out so much. It's scary. No gym for a while. But what's the complaining in that? Haha.
I've been watching much too much television. It's melting my brain. Four episodes of Rich Girls today..four, can you imagine? By the last one I was about ready to hurl. Literaly. Tonight was my sister's concert, I feel bad I have to miss it. I also feel bad about missing tomorrow's concert. It sucks. Mono sucks. Everything sucks so bad and I hate it. Sorry for my bad mood. Really I am.
Christmas Countdown - 21 days!
I talked to steve for like twenty minutes tonight, not enough..but what was really nice is that when we were about to hang up and we had said our i love you's and we had both said bye..we both just sat there waiting for the other one to hang up. And it was nice. It was really, really nice. That's the kind of stuff that makes me feel better. He makes me feel so much better. It just sucks that I don't know when I'll see him. Maybe tuesday? I don't know. I can't go to school monday because I have to go for another blood test, but I might be able to start half days next week. It's just that I'm so tired, and not sleep tired..my body's tired, and walking upstairs wears me out so much. It's scary. No gym for a while. But what's the complaining in that? Haha.
I've been watching much too much television. It's melting my brain. Four episodes of Rich Girls today..four, can you imagine? By the last one I was about ready to hurl. Literaly. Tonight was my sister's concert, I feel bad I have to miss it. I also feel bad about missing tomorrow's concert. It sucks. Mono sucks. Everything sucks so bad and I hate it. Sorry for my bad mood. Really I am.
Christmas Countdown - 21 days!