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spring break has finally arrived, and now i feel a loss for what to do. i keep feeling like i should be studying...but i don't.
i ended up with an A+ in my opera history class, but am sad to find out that A+ are really just A's that are supposed to make you feel better. i kinda needed that "+" to boost up the classes i was supposed to get A's in, but really really didn't.
now that i've finally started taking life science courses, i've discovered bio guilt. this is the shame that besets me after every test because no matter what, i always didn't study enough. because that is the only reason in biology that you can ever miss points. it's not like chem or physics or math where you can at least say that you just don't get it or the professor pulled those problems out of his/her ass. nope. YOU JUST DIDN'T STUDY ENOUGH. which doesn't mean that any failures out of biology were not the result of not studying enough, it's just that i have no way of comforting myself when it comes to bio. sigh.
i ended up with an A+ in my opera history class, but am sad to find out that A+ are really just A's that are supposed to make you feel better. i kinda needed that "+" to boost up the classes i was supposed to get A's in, but really really didn't.
now that i've finally started taking life science courses, i've discovered bio guilt. this is the shame that besets me after every test because no matter what, i always didn't study enough. because that is the only reason in biology that you can ever miss points. it's not like chem or physics or math where you can at least say that you just don't get it or the professor pulled those problems out of his/her ass. nope. YOU JUST DIDN'T STUDY ENOUGH. which doesn't mean that any failures out of biology were not the result of not studying enough, it's just that i have no way of comforting myself when it comes to bio. sigh.