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Feb 02, 2008 20:04

Everything was a lie. But when has that been any different?

I think this is freedom, a type of it. There's no air here like I thought and no escape into the sun like I dreamt about, but it's close enough. There's no doctorsscientistsprofessors here making gods. Or maybe they will be here but they're not now, and a day outside of mako and steel is all I've ever wanted. Maybe not ever. For a long time. It's enough, even if Tsuki says I'm not going back. It's enough for me.

Professor, professor, there's a better for you.
How many years -- seven eight nine. Nine. Almost a decade, I think. This is enough for nine years.

There's others here and some were with me and some weren't. I hope...I hope this is lasting, this calm. I...there's a room where all you see is the ocean and it's everything she told me about. And there's the sun. I don't think. I don't think everybody realizes how. How beautiful it is. But they weren't underground, only Lily was and.

Oh, look. I'm being coherent. Look at that. I'm all together for once. There's more of me and less of her and...
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