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My mood as of late has been a bit sad. I seem to base alot of my mood on other's around me. When Zack isn't happy, and I can't change that, I seem to find myself drifting towards that end of the spectrum.
Recently I've been offered alot of opportunities towards social work. So with the nessecary pushes from all those I love (mostly just Zack, because if one person is going to help me give up this crappy materalistic shell I call life it's going to be him), I am going to be in control of organizing both the Alternative Spring and Alternative Winter Break this semester and next. I'm really excited, because I am finally doing exactly what I want.
Next year I'm going to apply for both Americorp and Teach for America. Zack has promised that he will follow me wherever I go -> people honestly need to stay with each other (even if only in a friend sense). To all my friends I am NOT ENGAGED or planning to be... it just seems that when you are scared of giving up your life to help others, it's nice to have someone there holding your hand. He's pretty much been a solid support (even when were just friends) and has never given me advice againest my own feelings.
I've been reading the Motorcyle Diaries. I've been talking alot about becoming a social worker. I am tired of a system that forces some to suffer while a few profit.
Two quotes on my wall:
"Let the world change you, and then you can change the world." - Che
"Love at any cost." - The Constant Gardener (love all not just those who treat you well)
Recently I've been offered alot of opportunities towards social work. So with the nessecary pushes from all those I love (mostly just Zack, because if one person is going to help me give up this crappy materalistic shell I call life it's going to be him), I am going to be in control of organizing both the Alternative Spring and Alternative Winter Break this semester and next. I'm really excited, because I am finally doing exactly what I want.
Next year I'm going to apply for both Americorp and Teach for America. Zack has promised that he will follow me wherever I go -> people honestly need to stay with each other (even if only in a friend sense). To all my friends I am NOT ENGAGED or planning to be... it just seems that when you are scared of giving up your life to help others, it's nice to have someone there holding your hand. He's pretty much been a solid support (even when were just friends) and has never given me advice againest my own feelings.
I've been reading the Motorcyle Diaries. I've been talking alot about becoming a social worker. I am tired of a system that forces some to suffer while a few profit.
Two quotes on my wall:
"Let the world change you, and then you can change the world." - Che
"Love at any cost." - The Constant Gardener (love all not just those who treat you well)