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Apr 28, 2006 12:20

Today is my birthday. I am torn between being happy and feeling sorry for myself. I feel kind of alone, lonely, boring and dull. But then again, I've been kind of depressed over the last couple of weeks and that's entirely unlike me. I can only hope I snap out of it soon.

But -- it's also my birthday and I can eat cake and drink vodka at the same time! What swish decadence :)

Maybe part of my problem is being voted as Most Obscure 3L at law school. I'm so reclusive and reticent and shy that I never make much of an impression I guess. This was not true in undergrad, but it was certainly true in high school. And I did a lot of stuff -- I wrote in the underground paper, I was president of the art club, I was one of the people who did a few practical jokes -- but half the people in my 200-strong class can't figure out who I was. Same with law school, I was on the board of the Women's Legal Society, I was one of the people who went to Oxford, I was picked on/I picked on several instructors, and yet more than half of them can't even think of who I am.

Well, if this law thing doesn't pan out, I can at least be a ninja.

Had my last and only final yesterday, for Environmental law. Spent the rest of the day with my brain locked up. God, I'm SOOOO glad that's over.

Happy birthday to me! *blows curly paper thing*
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