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Jul 30, 2001 02:22

im alone.

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bird. eye. baby. the letter c.
my mother said that is scratched onto her cell wall. she thinks its a "clue"

we tried to talk to her. visitation was 2 hours. i wanted to leave after 30 minutes. everything turned into an arguement.
they are very specific about physical contact and what you wear. your heels and shoulders cannot be visible. all of the guards look like they are ready to beat you to death. it's really scary there.

there is a sign saying the only physical contact allowed is a hug and a kiss on arrival and departure. a woman was telling us that they will instantly kick you out if you even come close to each other. she said she saw it happen to someone.

i hate moving. -i hate speaking-
i need a psychic friend who can just feel me.

gail wants me to come live with her.
she told me i dont have to pay any rent, she wants me to save it up for when my mother gets out of prison. because when, if ever, she does she will have nothing. she's all excited. i don't know why. im no fun.

i wanted to start packing today. i need to get out before they lock the doors and steal everything i own. tiffany was busy. crystal treats me like a queen. i mean like. vklw. everything is closed early on sunday.

i wish mien lived with me. i hope he doesn't grow up to be an 4sshole.

i hate my father

no one sends me email.
i dont want to hear about people who are better than me anyway.

i want to live in a tree.

i hate how this is public.

it's 2:22am
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