ITS SCARY OUT THERE
NotALemming2: haha
NotALemming2: anyways
NotALemming2: im wasing my life away on the internet
NotALemming2: im so scare
NotALemming2: d
Malinka 417: me tooo shit
NotALemming2: man
Malinka 417: im worse than you
NotALemming2: no way
Malinka 417: i think we have to save eachother from this shit
NotALemming2: we need hugs
Malinka 417: from boys
Malinka 417: haha
NotALemming2: lol
NotALemming2: no each other!
Malinka 417: YEAH!
Malinka 417: hey..
Malinka 417: im reaching towards woodcroft!!!!
NotALemming2: I reached for Spring Hill
NotALemming2: then hugged myself on accident!
For real guys I am so scared. After May 27, 2004 I see blank. Blackness. There's nothing there. No real job, no real college, no new friends, there is nothing in store for my life. No, there's gotta be. God wouldnt do that to me. I think I disappoint my mom. That kills me. I only want to be successful for her. The only reason I tourtured myself in gymnastics for anther competition season was so I could get a scholarship so she wouldnt have to pay for my education. For her. My step dad and I sure have our differences but on this topic he's acutally been really helpful. I just dont know what I should do. Should I persue my dream of being a roadie/in the music business without going to a real college and risk being a bum the rest of my life? Or suffer 4 more years of school (if anyone will accept me) and put my parents in bankrupt just so I can tell jobs ive been to college? Im in a rough spot. But I finally gave in to society and bought my own damn chuckaroos. And I went on the roof of TCBY. It was quite an adventure. See, look at me. I was up till 130 online last night, tired as hell today. Now its 1132, online, havent done any hw, still have 6 pages of an anatomy paper to write, due in one week which i am FREAKING out over! But Im not working on it. Instead Im updating on my stupid ass livejournal. This is exactly why I said I wouldtn get one. B/c i knew Id get addicted.
Malinka 417: yeah lets limit our online time!
Malinka 417: somewhat :-P
NotALemming2: YES!
NotALemming2: after you read this!
Malinka 417: POST POST POWER RANGER!
we're working on it! Lifes a bitch and so am I
~"you and your endless shit!"~
NotALemming2: anyways
NotALemming2: im wasing my life away on the internet
NotALemming2: im so scare
NotALemming2: d
Malinka 417: me tooo shit
NotALemming2: man
Malinka 417: im worse than you
NotALemming2: no way
Malinka 417: i think we have to save eachother from this shit
NotALemming2: we need hugs
Malinka 417: from boys
Malinka 417: haha
NotALemming2: lol
NotALemming2: no each other!
Malinka 417: YEAH!
Malinka 417: hey..
Malinka 417: im reaching towards woodcroft!!!!
NotALemming2: I reached for Spring Hill
NotALemming2: then hugged myself on accident!
For real guys I am so scared. After May 27, 2004 I see blank. Blackness. There's nothing there. No real job, no real college, no new friends, there is nothing in store for my life. No, there's gotta be. God wouldnt do that to me. I think I disappoint my mom. That kills me. I only want to be successful for her. The only reason I tourtured myself in gymnastics for anther competition season was so I could get a scholarship so she wouldnt have to pay for my education. For her. My step dad and I sure have our differences but on this topic he's acutally been really helpful. I just dont know what I should do. Should I persue my dream of being a roadie/in the music business without going to a real college and risk being a bum the rest of my life? Or suffer 4 more years of school (if anyone will accept me) and put my parents in bankrupt just so I can tell jobs ive been to college? Im in a rough spot. But I finally gave in to society and bought my own damn chuckaroos. And I went on the roof of TCBY. It was quite an adventure. See, look at me. I was up till 130 online last night, tired as hell today. Now its 1132, online, havent done any hw, still have 6 pages of an anatomy paper to write, due in one week which i am FREAKING out over! But Im not working on it. Instead Im updating on my stupid ass livejournal. This is exactly why I said I wouldtn get one. B/c i knew Id get addicted.
Malinka 417: yeah lets limit our online time!
Malinka 417: somewhat :-P
NotALemming2: YES!
NotALemming2: after you read this!
Malinka 417: POST POST POWER RANGER!
we're working on it! Lifes a bitch and so am I
~"you and your endless shit!"~