May 30, 2005 11:58
Well, I have to admit this school year has drained every ounce of emotion from me.. even until this moment! Within my last week of attending Berea Community, I realized quit a bit about high school and life in general. Hopefully, none of my friends were offended whenever I kind of kept to myself. Don't get me wrong, I was happy all week and wanted to socialize but sadness struck over me for some reason. Everyday I was counting down but then noticing all of the friends that I would be leaving behind. They may not be best friends but just people that I've pretty much seen everyday of my life and knowing that I won't see them ever again really frustrates me. Not seeing them wouldn't be intentional but that's just how life is, you know?
Anycrap--
Graduation was very interesting and I was surprised I didn't piss my pants whenever I had to make the senior gift speech. After having an alright time at project grad, I stayed up all morning with Lindsay. It was pretty fun, but I was very, very grumpy.
After I got caught up on sleep I told summer to bring it-- even though I haven't done anything too spectacular swimming, walking, hiking, buying new cds, hanging out with old friends.... has been a great time. However, I think I'm going to have to get shots once a week, for my allergies. That's the only unfortunate thing about the summer time right now. My allergies haven't seemed to let up so my body has pretty much been miserable. I haven't been able to enjoy my summer to the fullest because I'm always sneezing or coughing or blowing my nose or itching my eyes. It's pretty horrible, but I try to pretend it's not really there. It's such a frustrating thing.
So,I got a call from Jud the other day... and well, that went very, very, vveeerrryyyy well :)
I don't have much to write on this thing except that I'm having a great summer and hopefully I'll get to hang out with each and every one of you before I'm sent off to college or run away with Jud. Pa ha, just kidding about the running away thing -- I think? Hmm, maybe not. Definately not.
Adios.