..i know u still livin..ur life after death..
well lets see, me & ma played cards fer awhile, bryan came over then dan finally got herre so we played more cards... drank a lil. me and bryan got into a fight because of somethinng that my mom said and she shouldnt of. i cryed, we talked, everythings okaay now i assume. talked to jessica last night too aaahh i feel so much better now that i talked to her and everything :) yay! she was @ the mall... but i think im going over there today & stayin the night then going shoppin on tuesday w/her & bryan!!! yay i finally get to spend money on myself fer once. woo. i kinda wanna save it tho and maybe get a new cell phone er suttin & actually keep up w/buyin minutes so i dont have to keep re-activating my freakin phone. its pathetic but i never had money to get any cards. oh well w/e, i still want a new phone tho. i dont like mine its too big and weird lookin! hehe oh and i wanna get my hair done, im thinkin about gettin it cut maybe too but not real short cuz i love my long hair i just kinda want a change and it seems like its gettin TOO long. oh well... i also wanna get my nails done. yup i do. maybe i will. i do need some new clothes too. who knows. maybe me & jess can werk out my birthday present from this past year and she whut she wants to do. maybe she'll get my nails done fer me er suttin since that was kinda whut we were talkin about doing.... who knows ill talk to her about it though. im so freakin tired. i got like no sleep last night, went to bed around 4:30- 5 and got up around 9:30-10ish. so yeah thats like not my normal amount of hrs to sleep... i need more to function properly.! *yawns* << see whut i mean?? hehe but yeah bryans @ werk right now, i gotta wait fer jess to call me, cuz she was supposed to talk to her daddio... and im jsut sittn herre bored outta my mind, ooohh gots to take a shower and all that good stuff still but yeah i dk if im leavin so i can wait a lil while fer all that... plus i dont think i can stand fer that long... id probably fall over!!!
i re-did my journal... i dont think its too bad... i mean c'mon now chad is totally hott and everything. i just dk if i like that its transparent.. i think i kinda want my entires in a box but off to the side so you can @ least see him.. cuz if you cant see him it defeats the whole purpose of havin it as my background... i tryed lookin fer a new icon too mayb of himm but couldnt find much, then again i was dead tired @ like 3- 3:30ish this morning when i was lookin fer it too. oh well ill probably look later then.
im not even on my computer so i can talk to anyone on AIM while i do this.... no wonder why im so bored! geez! hehe
oh yeah one last thing Josh Shaffer is one of my best friends in the whole world... i love him very much!!!!!! :)
im out.