IM STILL ALIVE! lol herres the 411.......

Oct 24, 2003 00:02

i dont really have much time to update but yeah! i got flowers from jake on sweetest day, he came over and we watched a movie!! but it sucked cuz i had that stupid baby for the weekend!!! gggrrrr i mean dont get me wrong I LOVE KIDS but i dont want any and if i do have any its not gunna be until like 4e from now! lol i wanna finish school and go 2 college and do something with my life. i dont wanna be a mom yet! but yeah i asked him out on sunday... so yeah i have a bf! but its kinda weird i dk! my cuzin came over yesterday! i was just talkin bout how i havent talked to her in like a really long time and then she was @ my house! i was so happy to see her!!!! yeah um schools pretty gay, but im not doin half bad....
english i dk what my grade is
child development i have an A
computers A+
biology C
math B-
economins A

so thats not too bad! i mean i could of done alot better but w/e! im doing way better then last year! thats what my goal was and im doin pretty good! i dont know what im doing this weekend! i wanted to go and see everyone in good ol chestertucky but i dont think ill be able to now since noones on and i cant talk to anyone about where i would stay so i guess that ideas dead! :( *tears* oh well ill live but i havent seen people since the homecoming game and i didnt even get to see alotta people!!!!!!! gggggrrrrr

well were supposed to go to a haunted house too but i dont really wanna go, its a long story and i just would feel really weird and im not up for that really. oh well i think ill just stay home and catch up on sum sleep or start a new book. yes a BOOK ive been readin quite alot since this summer, i dont know why but i have!

i guess all i can say is alot has changed, but its up to you to decide if the change is good or bad. but sum things havent changed and thats uhh not so good either but eerr i dont know!

im still sick, i have been feeling really crappy lately and i HATE it!!! today was really bad tho, i couldnt take it i seriously was ready 2 leave school it got so bad... everything tho, me being sick, everything hurt, i was in an awful mood! god sumtimes i honestly dont even know whats wrong with me! i really need to go to the doctors and find out whats wrong with me so i can get on some medication or something!!! but yeah i hooked up my computer today! i just have to hook up the printer and ill be set well until they get another phone line and everything so i can be ONLINE on my COMPUTER!!! wooo hooo i cant wait im so excited! i wanna go online on my own computer cuz i hate this stupid computer... plus its really slow and mines like super duper fast!

sorry lol had to get that out

GARY- i love the journal! its great! we HAVE to listen to our song tho! lol your great i swear...... one of a kind!

ok well im outtie for tonight, ill try and update about my weekend!!

everyone have fun this weekend! I LOVE AND MISS YOU GUYS LIKE WHOA! lol well a whole hell of a lot thats for freakin sure!

<3 always,
Elyse Marie
Previous post Next post
Up