longest post of my life...
life can be so unfair. and i know im suppose to just suck it up, but i really dont give a shit.
today was my brothers regional soccer game. its great that he's gotten that far, but really- whens the last time hes given a shit about what i do, or me giving a shit about what he does...uhh..never.
its not that we dont get along, its just that we dont interact at all. like barely ever. now after 15 years of this, i was hoping that my parents might have come to understand this. but apparently, they havent.
so tonight i had plans to go out with hailee. after my parents told me that they were going to my brothers game, i said that i would just go home with her, and then she could take me back home after my brothers game. but no. my parents told me that we are gona go to my brothers game as a family.
great. my parents played the "family" card. well this is just retarded, so i play the "dont you just really suck" card.
i told them that i was gone last weekend cuz of a debate tournament, and that this was my only weekend for 3 more weeks cuz of back to back debate tournaments. why the hell couldnt i just spend my ONE weekend with my friends? why?
well, i then found out that they really dont give a shit about what i think. to them i am just someone who committed one of the worst sins in the world (i didnt want to attend their precious little (18 mind you) boy's soccer game) they favor my brother so much that its disgusting. im disgusted. ::barfs::
ok so fine. i go to the damn game. now let me just show you how wrong i was. cuz man oh man did we bond as a family. well first, my dad had a "bad day" so he was silent the whole time, my grandma was just standing there, and i was playing on my fone. my mom got there late, so was at the other side of the field, and my brother played the first 10 minutes and the last 5 minutes. then, my dad took me and my grandma home and my mom waited for my brother. damn ive never felt closer to my family than today.
so as we are leaving, my dad says "oh by the way: youre grounded" and starts walking away. so after i get over the shock of my parents being morons, i say "WHAT?!" yea so my dad tells me that yesterday it was rude to say i didnt want to go to my brothers game (mhm, see my parents really dont give a shit that i have a voice and the freedom to express whatever the hell i want to express), and that i gave my parents attitude (oh yea, im also not allowed to have emotions), and that my room was a mess (now THAT is a DEFENITE reason to be grounded)
after asking my dad to explain when i gave him attitude, he tells me that im now grounded for a month (BUT what he doesnt know is that i wont even be in town for the next 2 weekends, so its all good). but anyway my dad then tells me how im ungrateful, and that my parents never ask ANYTHING of me (besides the fact that they DEMAND i get good grades, they DEMAND that i do well in sports, and debate, and every single freiken thing i do. not to mention "helping out around the house") but, what can i say, im an ungrateful person and i dont deserve a family like the one i have. i-m s-o-r-r-y.
but the real question id like to ask my parents is...
are they gona ground me EVERYTIME i get pissed? cuz if they are, i hope that i get to do something everytime they get pissed. like maybe they have to pay me a dollar. oh wait, that would cause them to go bankrupt.
theyre such hypocrites. they can yell at me, but i cant yell back. they get to be pissed at me, but i cant be pissed at them. wtf? sure, theyre my parents, but since when does their life have more value than mine? im still a human, and i still get the same rights.
so now my parents are talking in the kitchen about how i have a bad attitude. why do they have to say it to each other? if they have a problem with MY attitude, tell ME. i really couldnt give a shit about what they think of my attitude, cuz its there. oh, and i love how they tell me that im a brat, WELL WHO RAISED ME TO BE THIS WAY? the apple doesnt fall far from the tree...
ok. i had to let that out. its been bottled up and i thought i would explode.
sry if it seems bitchy. but hey, i get to be bitchy once in a while, right?
today was my brothers regional soccer game. its great that he's gotten that far, but really- whens the last time hes given a shit about what i do, or me giving a shit about what he does...uhh..never.
its not that we dont get along, its just that we dont interact at all. like barely ever. now after 15 years of this, i was hoping that my parents might have come to understand this. but apparently, they havent.
so tonight i had plans to go out with hailee. after my parents told me that they were going to my brothers game, i said that i would just go home with her, and then she could take me back home after my brothers game. but no. my parents told me that we are gona go to my brothers game as a family.
great. my parents played the "family" card. well this is just retarded, so i play the "dont you just really suck" card.
i told them that i was gone last weekend cuz of a debate tournament, and that this was my only weekend for 3 more weeks cuz of back to back debate tournaments. why the hell couldnt i just spend my ONE weekend with my friends? why?
well, i then found out that they really dont give a shit about what i think. to them i am just someone who committed one of the worst sins in the world (i didnt want to attend their precious little (18 mind you) boy's soccer game) they favor my brother so much that its disgusting. im disgusted. ::barfs::
ok so fine. i go to the damn game. now let me just show you how wrong i was. cuz man oh man did we bond as a family. well first, my dad had a "bad day" so he was silent the whole time, my grandma was just standing there, and i was playing on my fone. my mom got there late, so was at the other side of the field, and my brother played the first 10 minutes and the last 5 minutes. then, my dad took me and my grandma home and my mom waited for my brother. damn ive never felt closer to my family than today.
so as we are leaving, my dad says "oh by the way: youre grounded" and starts walking away. so after i get over the shock of my parents being morons, i say "WHAT?!" yea so my dad tells me that yesterday it was rude to say i didnt want to go to my brothers game (mhm, see my parents really dont give a shit that i have a voice and the freedom to express whatever the hell i want to express), and that i gave my parents attitude (oh yea, im also not allowed to have emotions), and that my room was a mess (now THAT is a DEFENITE reason to be grounded)
after asking my dad to explain when i gave him attitude, he tells me that im now grounded for a month (BUT what he doesnt know is that i wont even be in town for the next 2 weekends, so its all good). but anyway my dad then tells me how im ungrateful, and that my parents never ask ANYTHING of me (besides the fact that they DEMAND i get good grades, they DEMAND that i do well in sports, and debate, and every single freiken thing i do. not to mention "helping out around the house") but, what can i say, im an ungrateful person and i dont deserve a family like the one i have. i-m s-o-r-r-y.
but the real question id like to ask my parents is...
are they gona ground me EVERYTIME i get pissed? cuz if they are, i hope that i get to do something everytime they get pissed. like maybe they have to pay me a dollar. oh wait, that would cause them to go bankrupt.
theyre such hypocrites. they can yell at me, but i cant yell back. they get to be pissed at me, but i cant be pissed at them. wtf? sure, theyre my parents, but since when does their life have more value than mine? im still a human, and i still get the same rights.
so now my parents are talking in the kitchen about how i have a bad attitude. why do they have to say it to each other? if they have a problem with MY attitude, tell ME. i really couldnt give a shit about what they think of my attitude, cuz its there. oh, and i love how they tell me that im a brat, WELL WHO RAISED ME TO BE THIS WAY? the apple doesnt fall far from the tree...
ok. i had to let that out. its been bottled up and i thought i would explode.
sry if it seems bitchy. but hey, i get to be bitchy once in a while, right?