stupid people...
So i alomst made it to states (another really big swim meet) and i didn't realise how disappointed i would be when i didn't. I didn't want to get my hopes up and i tried so hard not to. I guess all i was doing was fooling myself into believing that i didn't want to go. I was really bummed when i found out, mostly because i missed the cutoff by one second. pretty much that sucks. but i only feel sad now because i feel like i really could have done well and now i'll never know. But it does leave me with more time to do homework and pick a school! which is definatly come up fast! ahhh! 3 weeks left!