BLAH
These are some things I typed while I was grounded feel free to read them.
Thursday, June 29,2006
10:53 am
Okay. Think. I am sort of blank right now. Dad just came home and was in a bad mood. Which, you know, I can’t blame him. I’m stupid; I knew what I was doing. He has every right in the world to be mad. I know I pretty much get everything I want and they don’t ask me to do much. I am getting better at doing chores when they tell me to, like doing the dishes and what not. I know that my room is a mess and I know I should clean it but I just don’t want it to be perfectly clean. It at least should look lived in you know not like I’m some kind of germ-a-phobic geek.
Anyways, I really hope he will let Ryan come with us on Saturday. I just want everyone to meet him. He is a really great person who looks at me from the inside not the out. I think I can get most of my room clean and you know be good. I don’t try to be and ungrateful little brat who gets what she wants. What they don’t understand is that sometimes I really don’t mean to do what I do. They think that what is going on in my head is * I’m gonna do this so they get mad at me*. Which is totally not true.
Well I guess I really should try and get better at not being stupid. I’m really trying to get the medicine routine down. I’m getting pretty good at taking my medicine everyday. I know that I need it and that it will help me.
I can’t wait till school starts again. Either way, in school or not I’m still going to be stupid.
Friday, June 30,2006
10:27 am
Well it is the day before the party and so far I haven’t heard anything from dad about Ryan. It is making me very nervous. I’m going to feel bad if I have to tell him that he can’t come. Besides I really miss him and I don’t care what anyone thinks. He is a good friend maybe even more than that. I don’t know.
Anyways, today I have to do the dishes and get my room cleaned before my mom gets home that means I can’t go to the pool and see Ryan. I already have the dishes done and am waiting for them to get dry. I also have to do my laundry. I haven’t done it in three weeks.
I guess I have got to go so I’ll talk to you later.
Saturday, July 1, 2006
1:43 pm
YAY!!! Today is the day. Ryan gets to go with us to Roger and Judy’s. I’m so happy and I think dad is a little excited to. I’m trying to make time pass quickly because he won’t be here until 4:30. I’m so ecstatic. I don’t know what else to say so ttyl.
Thursday, June 29,2006
10:53 am
Okay. Think. I am sort of blank right now. Dad just came home and was in a bad mood. Which, you know, I can’t blame him. I’m stupid; I knew what I was doing. He has every right in the world to be mad. I know I pretty much get everything I want and they don’t ask me to do much. I am getting better at doing chores when they tell me to, like doing the dishes and what not. I know that my room is a mess and I know I should clean it but I just don’t want it to be perfectly clean. It at least should look lived in you know not like I’m some kind of germ-a-phobic geek.
Anyways, I really hope he will let Ryan come with us on Saturday. I just want everyone to meet him. He is a really great person who looks at me from the inside not the out. I think I can get most of my room clean and you know be good. I don’t try to be and ungrateful little brat who gets what she wants. What they don’t understand is that sometimes I really don’t mean to do what I do. They think that what is going on in my head is * I’m gonna do this so they get mad at me*. Which is totally not true.
Well I guess I really should try and get better at not being stupid. I’m really trying to get the medicine routine down. I’m getting pretty good at taking my medicine everyday. I know that I need it and that it will help me.
I can’t wait till school starts again. Either way, in school or not I’m still going to be stupid.
Friday, June 30,2006
10:27 am
Well it is the day before the party and so far I haven’t heard anything from dad about Ryan. It is making me very nervous. I’m going to feel bad if I have to tell him that he can’t come. Besides I really miss him and I don’t care what anyone thinks. He is a good friend maybe even more than that. I don’t know.
Anyways, today I have to do the dishes and get my room cleaned before my mom gets home that means I can’t go to the pool and see Ryan. I already have the dishes done and am waiting for them to get dry. I also have to do my laundry. I haven’t done it in three weeks.
I guess I have got to go so I’ll talk to you later.
Saturday, July 1, 2006
1:43 pm
YAY!!! Today is the day. Ryan gets to go with us to Roger and Judy’s. I’m so happy and I think dad is a little excited to. I’m trying to make time pass quickly because he won’t be here until 4:30. I’m so ecstatic. I don’t know what else to say so ttyl.