May 04, 2006 20:49
Me a very happy person. Today in P.E. (which toattaly blows) we played kick ball. Usually I'm all down in the dumps cuz I always get picked last for the teams. But toaday I was the very first person out of everyone to get picked and by someone who would normally be a jerk to me because of who I hung out with. At first I was regreting the whole "getting away from Skye thing", but now I'm not. I realized that I will be fine on my own and I don't need her anymore. All she did to me was bring me down. I feel pretty confident in my decision to stop hanging out with her. I have more firends than I've ever had because normally Skye would only let me hang out with the people that she liked and I thought that was wrong. I odn't know but I finally did something for myself and it feels pretty good. I finally feel wanted and cared for...just what I'd been longing for.