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i think i'm going to make a mixtape. it's not going to be to anyone in particular. it will have a particular theme to it; a theme of crushes and love. the only song i know for sure is going to be "Fireworks" by Reubens Accomplie. it's kind of the inspiration for the mixtape. so if you don't know the lyrics here they are:
"without a doubt baby you and me could help this love team out. it seems odd though i do agree if we could work things out. the first time i saw you fireworks brown sweatered shirts tan stripes nice style. you've got that kind of smile that makes me smile. the first time i saw you fireworks."
i need to find someone. i miss sharing my bed with someone. i want someone i can hold all night. i want to wake up with my arm numb because someone was lying on it all night. i want to wake up with someone's hand in mine. i want to be greeted my someone's smile in the morning. i don't want to be lonely anymore. i need someone to spend all my time with. someone to tell secrets to.
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after talking to April tonight i realized that i still do have a crush on her, very much so. especially since i found out that she taught preschool for awhile. i hope sometime soon we can actually met. maybe go to a show or something. i don't know.
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alright i'm going to try to go to bed now. my body hurts from my game. i got beat up. some guy head butted me and it made me bite my tongue. then another guy tripped me and i landed straight on my hip. i already have a bruise from it. and some other dumb ass hit me square in the chest and knocked the wind out of me. what the hell. all of this and we didn't even win. i'm still mad that i hit the crossbar, i had the goalie beat and i hit the damn crossbar! oh well.