today
was very active today. woke up at around 6:40. that's AM. and went to the ministry of the interior office to have my passport renewed and get an ID. that took impressively little time (an hour)... I was scheduled to go to a friend's house with my sister later on. but it was still way too early, so me and my dad had our hair cut where my dad used to have it cut when we were living here. really worth it. I like it. maybe it'll remain partially by the time I see everybody. nm. then we went to that friend's house, and at five we started driving to where we were going, which is horseback riding. I have been taking lessons, but not many, over the summer. so that was helpful. I was actually really controlled during the trot. canter I'm still no good at, but that's why you practice. was really fun. then we came back home, and I got mad specifically at my aunt, for a really dumb reason. I am so glad I kept it in, because in retrospect it would have been ridiculus. you will not believe this, but I was almost crying with sheer frustration. this is what happened.
as you may know, I am not allowed to eat nuts, because of my braces. I have kept true to that for the past two years. and then today, everybody just started eating pecans, which are my favorites. now usually, my aunt, which always seems to forget about it, offers me some. today she didn't but only because I avoided the table at any cost. and realise, this is nine people cracking the living hell out of peanuts and pecans. I was so mad. that's dumb, but still. writing about it makes me feel better. don't thing worse of me for almost crying b/c of that. but it was like, rub it fucking in, why don't you. and my cousin, who also has braces and I'm pretty sure is not allowed either, comes here ten minutes ago and saying how good those pecans are. fucking great. I think i am so tired, and that's why I was so mad. I'm mr. Cranky Pants.
oh well.
as you may know, I am not allowed to eat nuts, because of my braces. I have kept true to that for the past two years. and then today, everybody just started eating pecans, which are my favorites. now usually, my aunt, which always seems to forget about it, offers me some. today she didn't but only because I avoided the table at any cost. and realise, this is nine people cracking the living hell out of peanuts and pecans. I was so mad. that's dumb, but still. writing about it makes me feel better. don't thing worse of me for almost crying b/c of that. but it was like, rub it fucking in, why don't you. and my cousin, who also has braces and I'm pretty sure is not allowed either, comes here ten minutes ago and saying how good those pecans are. fucking great. I think i am so tired, and that's why I was so mad. I'm mr. Cranky Pants.
oh well.