It's the biggest trip to lame town you'll ever make.
I wish I had money. I wish I had awesome jobs that would give me awesome paychecks and awesome hours and I wouldn't have to hunt for more than one. I wish I could afford to go out to eat and have fun and go to the bar every now and then.
I wish I had the luxury of knowing that I could afford school this semester but the longer I'm looking at it, the more obvious it becomes that school just probably won't be an option this year. The out of state tuition fees (which i knew would be high) are little more than I can deal with when you include the price of books so like... an extra 700-900 dollars that I'll have to pull from somewhere. And that's even when relying heavily on the pell grant. I'll have to pull it from somewhere that doesn't already exist because finding a job ha s been nothing but an ass and a half.
I plan to call and harass the hotel today. Whenever where ever just hire me. So I can save up money and get one of those fancy things called a nest egg at the very least. And most importantly be able to make my bills and breathe easy. I really like it down here and I don't want to even vaguely contemplate moving back in with my parents. Another job would fix many many things. And maybe I'll find one. I'm tired of eating up the skin on my lips out of stress.
Working for Godiva seems to be going pretty well. And this little kid even gave me a tip yesterday for making his shake. What a sweetie. :) We don't even do tips at Godiva. A lot of things could make today better.
1-Not feeling ill
2-Not being on my period
3-Some food
4-More money in my bank account
5-Not having to have bought an emergency pair of shoes yesterday.
6-A good job.
Things that are awesome
1-My gas tank is full!
2-I have artsyish ways to potentially make money
3-I have more sculpey
4-My roommates are pretty awesome
5-Thankfully I'm a bit of a homebody so having fun for cheap isn't that hard.
6-I'm essentially in a good place lifewise right now even if it is a little rocky.
What next.
1-Harass the fuck out of the sheraton till them bitches give me a job.
2-Make all these ponies in my design file and sell them.
3-Eat some breakfast.
4-breath. Things will be well. It just might take a little time to get them in order is all.
I wish I had the luxury of knowing that I could afford school this semester but the longer I'm looking at it, the more obvious it becomes that school just probably won't be an option this year. The out of state tuition fees (which i knew would be high) are little more than I can deal with when you include the price of books so like... an extra 700-900 dollars that I'll have to pull from somewhere. And that's even when relying heavily on the pell grant. I'll have to pull it from somewhere that doesn't already exist because finding a job ha s been nothing but an ass and a half.
I plan to call and harass the hotel today. Whenever where ever just hire me. So I can save up money and get one of those fancy things called a nest egg at the very least. And most importantly be able to make my bills and breathe easy. I really like it down here and I don't want to even vaguely contemplate moving back in with my parents. Another job would fix many many things. And maybe I'll find one. I'm tired of eating up the skin on my lips out of stress.
Working for Godiva seems to be going pretty well. And this little kid even gave me a tip yesterday for making his shake. What a sweetie. :) We don't even do tips at Godiva. A lot of things could make today better.
1-Not feeling ill
2-Not being on my period
3-Some food
4-More money in my bank account
5-Not having to have bought an emergency pair of shoes yesterday.
6-A good job.
Things that are awesome
1-My gas tank is full!
2-I have artsyish ways to potentially make money
3-I have more sculpey
4-My roommates are pretty awesome
5-Thankfully I'm a bit of a homebody so having fun for cheap isn't that hard.
6-I'm essentially in a good place lifewise right now even if it is a little rocky.
What next.
1-Harass the fuck out of the sheraton till them bitches give me a job.
2-Make all these ponies in my design file and sell them.
3-Eat some breakfast.
4-breath. Things will be well. It just might take a little time to get them in order is all.