I know it sounds remarkably silly...
But I have been feeling soooo good lately. Like on a constant natural high. This...this was what I have been trying and hoping to get back and now I have it! I haven't felt like this in years. I feel so at peace, so myself, so...excited! I wonder why the happy was so elusive. Regardless, I feel like a happy ray of sunshine. The happy you see...it oozes out my pores. Come and touch my hand, my pretties, and you too shall feel the happy! Ooooooooze! Believe it or not I"m more bubbly than before. :D I always cringe to assign that adjective but it sadly works.
I've been catching up with lots of people today it was very exciting and fun. I really have made myself a bit of a hermit. Stuck as I am in the wilderness of Poplarville all my friends are at least 45 minutes away. Little reconnecting and I just might have a life again. Gasp!
I'm very excited about going back to school. It only be a year and half and I can get the H out of here. Woots! I'm thinking of moving to a bigger city or maybe even out of state. Twould be most exciting. Eeee!
Hmm what else is new. As I've told a few of you, I've resolved myself to lose some weight. The motivation? Pure, petty revenge. Mmm so delicious. Naturally there are the ulterior motives of health, not having to buy new clothes, and in general looking awesome. It's funny how the lazy works sometimes. Maybe I didn't lose weight on purpose? When I moved back home last year I got so depressed and packed on like 40 pounds at least, though I won't deny that it was probably around 60. So I"ve been wandering about like a big chub in mah comfy elastic waist band pants and t-shirts of largeness stuffing my face with delicious cake and sweets. Mmmmm.
I've known what I need to do and how I need to do it to slim down but I"ve honestly been in a rut for quite awhile, feeling down, dropping out of school, just all around laying stagnant.. But I feel really, really good. I'm going back to school gonna get a degree that I can actually do something with and then I"m moving out! It's kind of like He-Man as he held his sword aloft and shouted in a voice that boomed like thunder I HAVE THE POWER! This time... I really am serious and resolved and this will work. :D OR else I'll cut a bitch! Well not literally, but in my opinion one can never have enough excuses to use the term "cut a bitch."
So in order to do so I've iniated the first step. ....giving up sweets.only started this week but I"ve made it 5 days so far. It saddens me how hard it is but I'm really proud of myself for going so long. Monday when I went to purchase my breakfast biscuit I found myself staring longingly at a little debbie rack for a solid 2 minutes. It was hilarious AND pathetic. But I resisted! Yus! Score one for me. :3
Still having some issue giving up coke. : / Working on it though. It's a process!
Sheryl Crow told that a change would do me good. ;)
I've been catching up with lots of people today it was very exciting and fun. I really have made myself a bit of a hermit. Stuck as I am in the wilderness of Poplarville all my friends are at least 45 minutes away. Little reconnecting and I just might have a life again. Gasp!
I'm very excited about going back to school. It only be a year and half and I can get the H out of here. Woots! I'm thinking of moving to a bigger city or maybe even out of state. Twould be most exciting. Eeee!
Hmm what else is new. As I've told a few of you, I've resolved myself to lose some weight. The motivation? Pure, petty revenge. Mmm so delicious. Naturally there are the ulterior motives of health, not having to buy new clothes, and in general looking awesome. It's funny how the lazy works sometimes. Maybe I didn't lose weight on purpose? When I moved back home last year I got so depressed and packed on like 40 pounds at least, though I won't deny that it was probably around 60. So I"ve been wandering about like a big chub in mah comfy elastic waist band pants and t-shirts of largeness stuffing my face with delicious cake and sweets. Mmmmm.
I've known what I need to do and how I need to do it to slim down but I"ve honestly been in a rut for quite awhile, feeling down, dropping out of school, just all around laying stagnant.. But I feel really, really good. I'm going back to school gonna get a degree that I can actually do something with and then I"m moving out! It's kind of like He-Man as he held his sword aloft and shouted in a voice that boomed like thunder I HAVE THE POWER! This time... I really am serious and resolved and this will work. :D OR else I'll cut a bitch! Well not literally, but in my opinion one can never have enough excuses to use the term "cut a bitch."
So in order to do so I've iniated the first step. ....giving up sweets.only started this week but I"ve made it 5 days so far. It saddens me how hard it is but I'm really proud of myself for going so long. Monday when I went to purchase my breakfast biscuit I found myself staring longingly at a little debbie rack for a solid 2 minutes. It was hilarious AND pathetic. But I resisted! Yus! Score one for me. :3
Still having some issue giving up coke. : / Working on it though. It's a process!
Sheryl Crow told that a change would do me good. ;)