I don't know why this rant is especially self-depricating. Sure, you were a mean kid. Most of us were. I was painfully shy and in special ed (not really, but the "slow" track, y'know) math classes and as such, I felt it was my duty to be mean to the kids who were ACTUALLY special ed. So I wasn't the dumbest, or whatever. I was like...painfully socially inept. Even now, I've done so much bitchy shit to people that it's sometimes beyond my comprehension. Sure, you look down on non-AP students. So does everyone who's in AP. And you probably should. Like...there are some awesome, cool people in non-AP classes, like Cary Leahy and Laura Shane. But most of them are fucktards. I don't think you should feel bad for not knowing them. Like...you're not missing out. Except they make you feel smarter. And make you feel more disdain for the world, and the state of humanity. I don't think that thinking of white people when you hear certain words or anything is necessarily your fault. I mean...Reno has a 4% black population. And stereotypes affect how we think. Most of us aren't race-conscious...especially white people, since we live in our own little ivory tower and don't really understand what it means to be a racial minority.
I think this comment makes negative sense. Sorry if I made you dumber by subjecting you to it.
Sure, you were a mean kid. Most of us were. I was painfully shy and in special ed (not really, but the "slow" track, y'know) math classes and as such, I felt it was my duty to be mean to the kids who were ACTUALLY special ed. So I wasn't the dumbest, or whatever. I was like...painfully socially inept. Even now, I've done so much bitchy shit to people that it's sometimes beyond my comprehension.
Sure, you look down on non-AP students. So does everyone who's in AP. And you probably should. Like...there are some awesome, cool people in non-AP classes, like Cary Leahy and Laura Shane. But most of them are fucktards. I don't think you should feel bad for not knowing them. Like...you're not missing out. Except they make you feel smarter. And make you feel more disdain for the world, and the state of humanity.
I don't think that thinking of white people when you hear certain words or anything is necessarily your fault. I mean...Reno has a 4% black population. And stereotypes affect how we think. Most of us aren't race-conscious...especially white people, since we live in our own little ivory tower and don't really understand what it means to be a racial minority.
I think this comment makes negative sense. Sorry if I made you dumber by subjecting you to it.
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