What a strangely AWESOME day....
Yeah, I got to sleep in which made me ever so happy and then like....after I woke up I slugged around until around 2ish I went out with Julianne and Johnathan to Hancock Fabrics......Which we didn't have the best time cause Julianne and I argued over materials and such, but afterwards we went to Hobby Lobby and bought like...nice MEGA cheap material from my Aunt and it rocked. After that we went back to Julianne's house and hung out for a while...Me and Johnathan stayed home while Julianne went to get Rocky(They took a looong time too....I WONDER WHAT THEY DID IN THAT TIME??? HMMM....lets see....)so we blew up stuff with his leftover fireworks. When Rocky and Julianne got back we waited for her Dad to come home, then we left and went bowling, which put me in a very high mood, while we were there Drew showed up and joined us in the revelrous time. Then when we finished we went to Taco Bell where I hit one of my depressed stages which absolutely knocked me out of the "nice-mode". And....THEN we went to the Red Door Cafe and 1,000,000,000 teen church members showed up and it was loud and crowded....but Julianne and Johnathan left and Rocky, Drew, and I stayed and I had a nice time because I like talking with them, just us guys...it makes me feel nice...rather than depressed. So two of their friends showed up and there was a long conversation about their past lives and drugs haha, which was funny. Well, then we walked outside red door and some of Drew and Rocky's friends walked up from the Port Neches Theatre class and talked for a bit(which they were very nice, pretty people)....but Rocky, Drew, and I talked a while in the car about Theatre Productions and I heard lots of past Productions stories and it made me realize that...That IS what I want to do, I want to do tech theatre...like for an occupation. When I graduate THATS what I want a degree in....and If Mrs. Williams and Mrs. Doss only knew that I would be soooo happy, I LOVE the theatre people and I LOVE the way they act, and it amazes me...all I want to do is be a part of that awesome program and it hurst SO bad that I can't be.....I long for it more than anything and I want to make that one of my biggest priorities....I don't know what else to say but that I want theatre productions soooo bad, its driving me insane....Some people get into that class SO easy cause they're dumb suck ups....I guess thats what I need to do....become one of those dumb suck ups, cause it worked for allll the people in it. But its not fair....they(as in the theatre teachers) don't judge you by your talent, they judge you by how much they like you or how much you sucked up to them, which is totally unfair. I KNOW I'm just as good or better than any of the other techs in theatre pro, and it upsets me badly. When you aren't in productions you get treated like dirt and its completely unfair....so yeah.....in a way today rocked, but in other ways it really didn't so yeah....Au revoir...