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Brent is gonna try to fix my computer again tonight . . . HOPEFULLY this will work . . . otherwise, I am seriously gonna buy myself an HP laptop and then toss my evil little desktop out of my third floor window and aim for the fucking pond so that I KNOW it is dead for good. Goddess how I hate that damn thing. I really really do.
Finished my reading for Gothic Novel . . . I like this book. But instead of reading and studying for my Theories test on Wednesday, I have been goofing off on here for like the last hour or so. But I have been productive anyway . . . went and spoke to Doug about the lecture series things for Coming Out Day next week . . . he said that he would do as much as he can to make it work . . . but even if we can only get about 2 profs to do it, that is better than nothing, plus, the Alliance members can maybe do something as well since some of them wanted coming out stories, I think it would be good to just have them come from us (something that I think that someone at the meeting said) and Doug thinks that would have more effect than if it came from a prof since we are peers and things like that. So yeah . . . he also had a few other ideas that I think should be put into effect when we have the time after the Drag Show and things like that. I have them wrote down in my notebook.
Hmm . . . there is a semi-cute hippy sitting next to me . . . but still nothinc compared to the freshman . . . meh . . . now if only I knew if he were straight or not . . . and oh Goddess . . . one of the hippies just put on the Northland radio thing . . . and it is really sad . . . and I mean REALLY sad . . . *rolls eyes at the radio station* What was I talking about? I wonder what I am feel for the other one . . .
Tiff and I went out last night . . . I needed to get away from everything . . . and it helped a bit . . . managed to postpone a breakdown wich is good . . . I cannot afford one yet . . . not until after mid-terms end next week . . . THEN I can go insane and shit. Mum and Dad will be here Friday night sometime . . . and leaving Saturday night I believe . . . they are not happy about taking Evie home at all . . . and I am not all that thrilled about sending her, but it is what needs to be done. Matt arrives on Sunday morning . . . which means I may not sleep that night . . . I wonder if I can skip my Self & Society class the next morning . . . .
Cyndel, let me know how your day went . . . okay?
*continues to watch the hippies* So sad . . . *sigh*
There is so much I still want to say . . . but I cannot . . . I cannot form the words to it . . . and that drives me insane right now . . . because it is eating my up inside . . . so much fucking confusion . . . and I am fighting off my depression, and I am not really failing perse . . . but I am not winning either.
Okay . . . back to not studying Theories . . . Oh . . . one other thing . . . I dislike the new computer system that the school has placed in the laptops . . . I have had to log in twice already . . . *glares at computer* . . . *runs from computer*
Finished my reading for Gothic Novel . . . I like this book. But instead of reading and studying for my Theories test on Wednesday, I have been goofing off on here for like the last hour or so. But I have been productive anyway . . . went and spoke to Doug about the lecture series things for Coming Out Day next week . . . he said that he would do as much as he can to make it work . . . but even if we can only get about 2 profs to do it, that is better than nothing, plus, the Alliance members can maybe do something as well since some of them wanted coming out stories, I think it would be good to just have them come from us (something that I think that someone at the meeting said) and Doug thinks that would have more effect than if it came from a prof since we are peers and things like that. So yeah . . . he also had a few other ideas that I think should be put into effect when we have the time after the Drag Show and things like that. I have them wrote down in my notebook.
Hmm . . . there is a semi-cute hippy sitting next to me . . . but still nothinc compared to the freshman . . . meh . . . now if only I knew if he were straight or not . . . and oh Goddess . . . one of the hippies just put on the Northland radio thing . . . and it is really sad . . . and I mean REALLY sad . . . *rolls eyes at the radio station* What was I talking about? I wonder what I am feel for the other one . . .
Tiff and I went out last night . . . I needed to get away from everything . . . and it helped a bit . . . managed to postpone a breakdown wich is good . . . I cannot afford one yet . . . not until after mid-terms end next week . . . THEN I can go insane and shit. Mum and Dad will be here Friday night sometime . . . and leaving Saturday night I believe . . . they are not happy about taking Evie home at all . . . and I am not all that thrilled about sending her, but it is what needs to be done. Matt arrives on Sunday morning . . . which means I may not sleep that night . . . I wonder if I can skip my Self & Society class the next morning . . . .
Cyndel, let me know how your day went . . . okay?
*continues to watch the hippies* So sad . . . *sigh*
There is so much I still want to say . . . but I cannot . . . I cannot form the words to it . . . and that drives me insane right now . . . because it is eating my up inside . . . so much fucking confusion . . . and I am fighting off my depression, and I am not really failing perse . . . but I am not winning either.
Okay . . . back to not studying Theories . . . Oh . . . one other thing . . . I dislike the new computer system that the school has placed in the laptops . . . I have had to log in twice already . . . *glares at computer* . . . *runs from computer*