Yeah...who am I to be talking sex anyway :P....that's the biggest joke of all this. Again, I overgeneralized...I know there are cases where it's just...I need this, you need this...let's go. But like I said...referring to something specific, and it just doesn't look like that's the case here. Which, technically...has no bearing on anything to do with my life other than a random jealousy issue. [Where's my sex? :P No, actually that's not it..but it'd be funny if it was].
As to you being confused...this post would have made a hell of a lot more sense if I wouldn't have left out a bracket, so that lj ate half of my post. *kicks self* But just to be overly clear, I keep crying over school because I never was into it in the first place, and now my only motivators to pursue it have abandoned me once it's too late to get out. Plus, I'm spliting myself too many ways, and things are getting difficult because I'm trying to keep lots of people happy, and it's one of those times when what I want to do isn't coinciding with what needs to be done to make people happy. So it's the conflict of duty vs. needs.
Again, I appreciate that muchly, I just get hypersensitive when I start feeling like I have to be that person to be around certain people [you not included either :)].
We already discussed this, but fyi, it's 6:35 a.m. and I'm still fighting for it.
As to you being confused...this post would have made a hell of a lot more sense if I wouldn't have left out a bracket, so that lj ate half of my post. *kicks self* But just to be overly clear, I keep crying over school because I never was into it in the first place, and now my only motivators to pursue it have abandoned me once it's too late to get out. Plus, I'm spliting myself too many ways, and things are getting difficult because I'm trying to keep lots of people happy, and it's one of those times when what I want to do isn't coinciding with what needs to be done to make people happy. So it's the conflict of duty vs. needs.
Again, I appreciate that muchly, I just get hypersensitive when I start feeling like I have to be that person to be around certain people [you not included either :)].
We already discussed this, but fyi, it's 6:35 a.m. and I'm still fighting for it.
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