Well..
nothing makes moving to marrige for a person that has a hard time commiting panic more then having your older brother tell you he is getting divorced (well moving out from his gf for 5 years who he has 2 children with-- and 2 others that he is dad to) a second time.
It makes life all the more wierd and awkward.. I find myself wanting to just run for no reason. Just because of the patterns around me. My friends , the few, are only dating really and not at the engaged point. My Dad was married 3x my mom 2x, my aunt (second mom) 2x .. the list goes on and on with relationship failures..
its getting more and more real everyday.. 2 months until i have a wife.. it feels so odd..
It makes life all the more wierd and awkward.. I find myself wanting to just run for no reason. Just because of the patterns around me. My friends , the few, are only dating really and not at the engaged point. My Dad was married 3x my mom 2x, my aunt (second mom) 2x .. the list goes on and on with relationship failures..
its getting more and more real everyday.. 2 months until i have a wife.. it feels so odd..