So...
I don't know how to feel about today. Echoes of my past mistakes were ringing pretty loudly at work, but the day itself was pretty darn decent. I got off, wne to rods, had a few good games, got chips, hung out...
But, during all that, I found out something... disappointing. Rod and Silje had a falling out apparently, and that's why i haven't been seeing her at the guild of late. Which is really disapointing, cause she's an awesome girl. Liked a lot of stuff I liked, laughed at my jokes, was easy on the eyes. It didn't matter if she wasn't or isn't or even could have been interested in me, she was just fun to be around. And rods was the only real way I ever saw her. I don't know her anyway else, and if I went out and tried to find her well... that'd be creepy.
Also, one doesn't want to seem desperate, that simply kills one's chances. I know.
But... a lot of people are feeling the suck lately. I really started to notice tonight. Not just with jobs and all, the recession doesn't have anything to do with it. It's like bad karma is settling in like a storm front, and slowly eating people. It's... frightening.
But, during all that, I found out something... disappointing. Rod and Silje had a falling out apparently, and that's why i haven't been seeing her at the guild of late. Which is really disapointing, cause she's an awesome girl. Liked a lot of stuff I liked, laughed at my jokes, was easy on the eyes. It didn't matter if she wasn't or isn't or even could have been interested in me, she was just fun to be around. And rods was the only real way I ever saw her. I don't know her anyway else, and if I went out and tried to find her well... that'd be creepy.
Also, one doesn't want to seem desperate, that simply kills one's chances. I know.
But... a lot of people are feeling the suck lately. I really started to notice tonight. Not just with jobs and all, the recession doesn't have anything to do with it. It's like bad karma is settling in like a storm front, and slowly eating people. It's... frightening.