get it out

[elusive_sheep]

been trying hard
trying to understand myself
express thoughts and ideas
uncover some meaning
find something more

i've created a world, just for me
it has a white background
and dull, black letters consistently appear
it's quite amazing
but it's still just another world
and i'm still me, struggling to understand

but this, i'm told, is just a stage of life
...all the more reason to chronicle this journey
because it means more than any book ever written
by the end of all this, there'll be words
words that mark the end of my writing
words that tell the world what i've learned

but until then
i'll just have to put up with this
not quite complete or whole
but i'm getting it out
even if no one listens