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[eludium]

things are getting nowhere. i dunno why i just noticed it.

i'm sobbing like some kind of uncontrolable tart.

i wish people would stop taking other people for granted because once they are gone you'll realize what you had and never even tried at.
maybe i'm to blame.

i never try at anything.  just look at my fucking grades, my fucking job, my

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[loverofthedib36]

Take it from me...don't rush into the whole 'finding your true love' thing. I've given people this advice, but never really took it myself until recently when someone almost destroyed me >> but you'll never find what you're looking for if your TRYING to find it. You have to let these things come to you, and they will...you just have to keep faith. But if you force something to happen just because you so desprately want it to happen, it just won't. Things have to take their own unrushed course to really work.

I didn't get good grades either =P hell i was in high school for 4 and a half years or so. i almost dropped out 'cause i just felt like giving up. i pulled graduation OUT OF MY ASS literally >> i was hanging by a thread but i pulled it out of nowhere at the last second.

I guess what wraps this up would be...don't give up, don't loose hope, those good things are comming to you. You're still young, you're not in any hurry. Sometimes we don't find exactly what we're looking for for years after school, for years after we had planned things would be there...but don't give up.

Hope you didn't think i'd forgotten about you...i'm still here for you, kelsey. I understand what you're going through...so if you ever want to talk you can email me at ryu_dragon36@hotmail.com or you can email me and ask for my cell number or anything like that. You're not alone.